earllogjam
Expert Member
It is quite an accomplishment for Gay Liberation when straight people come out and openly think coming out and being gay is not such a big deal. Thanks Hammer, I had to step back to see the bigger picture.
I realize that we don't get to wear other peoples shoes and I could never expect you to know what it is to be gay or in the closet. Just as I will never know what it truly feels like to be a woman or a straight man in this society. But your question opens the door to some introspection.
Many of my close straight friends share your view. To them my being gay is not a big thing; they are fully accepting and have no hidden weirdness about my sexuality. People get to know me as a gay friend and have a personal realization that all those stereotypes and prejudices are unfounded so they begin to question and reject all the negative and mean spirited views against gay people. My being out is changing the world of acceptance for generations of younger gays to come, one person at a time. This is happening multifold everwhere here in the US as more of us become visible. It is easier now to come out than in the 50's because of the gay liberation pioneers and open men who have come before me and who's shoulders we all stand on but we are still not there yet. Being gay is still a stigma in America.
Much has happened in the last 30 years to normalize the perception of gay people as "normal" especially in the media. We no longer are portrayed as deviant tragic pathetic psychopaths but as actual human beings. Most movies these days have at least one gay character, and people like Rosie O'Donnell, Ellen Degeneres, Will & Grace have bought us from the darkness into the mainstream - all well and good for Gay Liberation and acceptance.
But coming out will always remain a difficult personal decision as long as being gay is percieved as a social stigma. Everyone is different here. Some can come out relatively easy because they have a support structure in place, but many gay men also carry society's homophobia simply because we were raised with a hetrosexual model of society where we have no place which makes coming out difficult. I am only selectively out to certain people. I have lost friends because of my gayness and I know doors have closed automatically especially in corporate America for me. My family has accepted my gayness reluctantly and my being out has caused a significant uneasyness in our relationship. So there is a definite cost to being out which every gay man needs to evaluate for himself.
Is the need to be honest with yourself greater than the negative ramifications and your existing relationship with others? For me yes... Took me a while but yes. People who are not gay cannot imagine how gut wrenching a process coming out is. Your life as you know it may disappear or be uprooted emotionally, financially, loss of family and close friends. You are venturing into the unknown and that is always scarry.
Living an honest life is denied as a gay man. It is a freedom that every straight person takes for granted. You need to be guarded and hide the core of who you really are and end up lying to yourself and others to one degree or another which just eats away at your soul. It is a basic human need to be accepted and live honestly as our true selves. It's probably why gay communities have thrived and why we are so adamant about becoming equal members of society and have a place at the table.
I realize that we don't get to wear other peoples shoes and I could never expect you to know what it is to be gay or in the closet. Just as I will never know what it truly feels like to be a woman or a straight man in this society. But your question opens the door to some introspection.
Many of my close straight friends share your view. To them my being gay is not a big thing; they are fully accepting and have no hidden weirdness about my sexuality. People get to know me as a gay friend and have a personal realization that all those stereotypes and prejudices are unfounded so they begin to question and reject all the negative and mean spirited views against gay people. My being out is changing the world of acceptance for generations of younger gays to come, one person at a time. This is happening multifold everwhere here in the US as more of us become visible. It is easier now to come out than in the 50's because of the gay liberation pioneers and open men who have come before me and who's shoulders we all stand on but we are still not there yet. Being gay is still a stigma in America.
Much has happened in the last 30 years to normalize the perception of gay people as "normal" especially in the media. We no longer are portrayed as deviant tragic pathetic psychopaths but as actual human beings. Most movies these days have at least one gay character, and people like Rosie O'Donnell, Ellen Degeneres, Will & Grace have bought us from the darkness into the mainstream - all well and good for Gay Liberation and acceptance.
But coming out will always remain a difficult personal decision as long as being gay is percieved as a social stigma. Everyone is different here. Some can come out relatively easy because they have a support structure in place, but many gay men also carry society's homophobia simply because we were raised with a hetrosexual model of society where we have no place which makes coming out difficult. I am only selectively out to certain people. I have lost friends because of my gayness and I know doors have closed automatically especially in corporate America for me. My family has accepted my gayness reluctantly and my being out has caused a significant uneasyness in our relationship. So there is a definite cost to being out which every gay man needs to evaluate for himself.
Is the need to be honest with yourself greater than the negative ramifications and your existing relationship with others? For me yes... Took me a while but yes. People who are not gay cannot imagine how gut wrenching a process coming out is. Your life as you know it may disappear or be uprooted emotionally, financially, loss of family and close friends. You are venturing into the unknown and that is always scarry.
Living an honest life is denied as a gay man. It is a freedom that every straight person takes for granted. You need to be guarded and hide the core of who you really are and end up lying to yourself and others to one degree or another which just eats away at your soul. It is a basic human need to be accepted and live honestly as our true selves. It's probably why gay communities have thrived and why we are so adamant about becoming equal members of society and have a place at the table.