I have always had this fetish. I want a bunch of men to send me condoms with cum in them. Would LOVE to rub it over my body and eat it. Especially use it as lube and beat off to it or lube my dildo up and fuck myself with it. Is this too wierd or not. When I was a teenager - I would fill a condom full of warm piss and then shove them up my ass and work them in and out of my ass. It felt so good.