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Hi everybody. I'm posting this as kind of like a survey, but I realize that a lot of members aren't gonna get this, but that's okay. Here goes.
I have loved big dick as long as I can remember. When I was little, like 4 or 5, I'd sometimes get in the shower with my Dad and I couldn't take my eyes off his penis. It was grown up, big and I loved the hair. I started dreaming about when I'd look like that. When I was 8 maybe, Dad would take my younger brother and me to the Y every Saturday to swim. God, I was in heaven cause we used the Men's Locker Room and I got to see lots of grown up penis, especially the high school life guard's. These dudes would peel off their Speedos and I was transfixed. By the time I was 6 I'd discovered masturbation and just did it all the time all the way through grade school. I beat it to orgasm, but of course nothing came out. Then one day at 11, I jerked and a few drops of giz oozed out. My first thought was, "Wow! I can get a girl pregnant now." That same year (age 11), I sucked my first cock & got mine sucked for the first time. It was me and a neighbor boy on a sleepover at his house. I already had some pubes & was gettin bigger, but he still had like a 7 year old sized penis and no hair. Didn't matter. I sucked him to orgasm and of course nothing came out. Well, it happened again about 6 months later, and by this time, I was shootin a fair sized load when I beat it. So, this kid and I were messing around & he went down on me and I thought, "You are in for a big surprise." Well, I shot in his mouth for all I was worth and he totally freaked. I mean had no idea what had just happened. He just ran into the kitchen and started spitting into the sink. I was pretty amused. Anyway, it would be 4 years before I got sucked again or I sucked someone. You guessed it, another sleepover. I was 15, a Sophomore in HS and over at a friend's house with 2 other friends, so there were 4 of us in sleeping bags in the same room. And this friend of mine, just went after me. I was shocked, but totally into it. Well by this time my cock was pretty nice sized & his was too as i remember and neither of us thought anything about swallowing. We just did it. And didn't even care about our other two buds waking up! And that was like the magic year cause I got cock all the way thru high school after that from various dudes. We'd just kind of figure out we both wanted it and it was always during sleep overs. This guy Dave and I (he was 15, I was 16) were at his house one night jerking each other off and sucking a bit and both of us shot massive loads all over the sheets of his bed. Well, you can't really clean that up! The next morning his Dad called us into the garage & said something like we better knock it off cause his Mom was pissed cause those had been clean sheets and she had to wash them again. I don't remeber how Dave responded, but I just acted like I didn't know what his Dad was talking about. In hindsight, I can't believe how stupid we were. I mean I beat off constantly and made sure there wasn't a trace of cum anywhere so my mom wouldn't find out. And she never did, cause even if i was lying on my bed, before I'd shoot, I'd stand up and unload in my hand and then either wash it off or gobble it down myself (I always loved cum too; it's such a man thing). Well, all the guys I sucked from 11 to 18 are married with kids now so I guess it was no big deal to them. But as the years have gone on, I've sometimes wondered if maybe I didn't get started a little too early. I mean was anyone else here jerking off at 6? Sucking and getting sucked at 11? Staring at adult dick starting at 4 with your own Dad and thinking you couldn't till yours looked like that? I mean, I'm not trippin about stuff that happened in HS cause that's usually when you start playing around, right? Would anybody care to comment or share their childhood experiences with PENIS? Late.
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My discoveries were more conservative, I think: first masturbation at 14, puberty began at the end of my 15th year, first cum at 16, some group masturbation with cousins and friends (but no mutual or fellatio), a virgin until my wedding night at age 25.

I'm sure we'll discover that with the advent of the internet, young men these days will be more adventurous than previous generations.
 
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Hapi Papi: Staring at grandfather nude after his bath: 4
Friend Farley and I showing each other's penis: 4-5
Friend Jimmy showing me what kids in 3rd grade did, oral no sucking: 6
Looked at April's, Jimmy's little sister, vagina and thought it was an extention of her butt crack: 6
Watched porn video: 6
Found grandfather's Playboys and other mags: 8
Masturbation: 8
Showed porn to friend Shelby, thought men and women peed in each other: 8
Had my way with aunt's Cabbage Patch doll, peeing in the area the vagina would be: 8
Put two and two together, porn & masturbation: 8-9
Puberty began: 10
Found out the stuff that came out of the penis in porn didn't come from inside the woman, but mine was clear and was a small ooze: 11
Began showers at school, embarrassed by my retraction: 11
Learned why my cousin's penis looked funny, looked at it while he was sleep: 11
Discovered waterjets in public pool: 12

... I guess I'll stop here because my life is such a bore. Nothing has happened sexually between me and anyone else. Maybe I can say I've seen one roommate masturbate twice, age 21. It's been me, myself, I, and my hand.
 
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Hapi Papi: And the second and a half decade were... ________________________________
 

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Originally posted by Hapi Papi@Oct 5 2004, 04:14 AM
And the second and a half decade were... ________________________________
[post=258380]Quoted post[/post]​

Depending on your viewpoint, I guess I was lucky - at least I've always thought so. When I was seven I was sucked by someone other than one of my cousins; a houseman who worked for my folks. After that first time it was a regular occurence, sometimes two or three times a day, depending on privacy, etc.
He was doing me when I shot the first time at ten yo.

First male/female intercourse was later that same year when a house and kid sitter found out that I was 6+ inches long AND a virgin. Then just before I turned 11 a neighbor girl (same age as I) agreed to experiment with me. We kept up that project until we were in high school. By that time there were other girls claiming my attention - almost more than I could handle. I said ALMOST.

My interest in big dicks was from my time with the houseman. He showed me his meat a few times. He had 7-1/2" thick and I resolved that I needed to have one like his never guessing that I would soon have that AND MORE.

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I think I remember seeing dad's at a young age and being impressed but never obsessed by other penises. I was probably about 11 at puberty and masturbation and around 13 at first ejaculation.

And no I was never molested as a child like some of you.
 

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Originally posted by Phenix@Oct 3 2004, 03:37 PM
Hi everybody. I'm posting this as kind of like a survey, but I realize that a lot of members aren't gonna get this, but that's okay. Here goes.
I have loved big dick as long as I can remember. When I was little, like 4 or 5, I'd sometimes get in the shower with my Dad and I couldn't take my eyes off his penis. It was grown up, big and I loved the hair. I started dreaming about when I'd look like that. When I was 8 maybe, Dad would take my younger brother and me to the Y every Saturday to swim. God, I was in heaven cause we used the Men's Locker Room and I got to see lots of grown up penis, especially the high school life guard's. These dudes would peel off their Speedos and I was transfixed. By the time I was 6 I'd discovered masturbation and just did it all the time all the way through grade school. I beat it to orgasm, but of course nothing came out. Then one day at 11, I jerked and a few drops of giz oozed out. My first thought was, "Wow! I can get a girl pregnant now." That same year (age 11), I sucked my first cock & got mine sucked for the first time. It was me and a neighbor boy on a sleepover at his house. I already had some pubes & was gettin bigger, but he still had like a 7 year old sized penis and no hair. Didn't matter. I sucked him to orgasm and of course nothing came out. Well, it happened again about 6 months later, and by this time, I was shootin a fair sized load when I beat it. So, this kid and I were messing around & he went down on me and I thought, "You are in for a big surprise." Well, I shot in his mouth for all I was worth and he totally freaked. I mean had no idea what had just happened. He just ran into the kitchen and started spitting into the sink. I was pretty amused. Anyway, it would be 4 years before I got sucked again or I sucked someone. You guessed it, another sleepover. I was 15, a Sophomore in HS and over at a friend's house with 2 other friends, so there were 4 of us in sleeping bags in the same room. And this friend of mine, just went after me. I was shocked, but totally into it. Well by this time my cock was pretty nice sized & his was too as i remember and neither of us thought anything about swallowing. We just did it. And didn't even care about our other two buds waking up! And that was like the magic year cause I got cock all the way thru high school after that from various dudes. We'd just kind of figure out we both wanted it and it was always during sleep overs. This guy Dave and I (he was 15, I was 16) were at his house one night jerking each other off and sucking a bit and both of us shot massive loads all over the sheets of his bed. Well, you can't really clean that up! The next morning his Dad called us into the garage & said something like we better knock it off cause his Mom was pissed cause those had been clean sheets and she had to wash them again. I don't remeber how Dave responded, but I just acted like I didn't know what his Dad was talking about. In hindsight, I can't believe how stupid we were. I mean I beat off constantly and made sure there wasn't a trace of cum anywhere so my mom wouldn't find out. And she never did, cause even if i was lying on my bed, before I'd shoot, I'd stand up and unload in my hand and then either wash it off or gobble it down myself (I always loved cum too; it's such a man thing). Well, all the guys I sucked from 11 to 18 are married with kids now so I guess it was no big deal to them. But as the years have gone on, I've sometimes wondered if maybe I didn't get started a little too early. I mean was anyone else here jerking off at 6? Sucking and getting sucked at 11? Staring at adult dick starting at 4 with your own Dad and thinking you couldn't till yours looked like that? I mean, I'm not trippin about stuff that happened in HS cause that's usually when you start playing around, right? Would anybody care to comment or share their childhood experiences with PENIS? Late.
Phenix
[post=258250]Quoted post[/post]​
 

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The first time I can recall seeing another boy's erection was when I was about ten - I thought his was rather red. No touching as I recall, just looking. Then I moved on to senior school and I soon found that other boys liked to be played with and I was happy to oblige! It was mostly mutual masturbation but another friend of mine would invite me round when his parents were out of the way and we'd strip off. He tried fucking though didn't get it in as he had no lubrication. I wasn't bothered by this as he was my friend. He was tall and slim and his cock was long and slim. It wasn't until I left home and was free from the shackles of living at home that I widened my range of sexual partners and increased my experience. But, because of my early adventures, I still enjoy a bit of mutual a lot because it is a friendly thing to do.
 

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First conscious masturbation was around 9 or 10. First with someone else was around two years later. I've seen other males' genitalia, including erections, since I was young. I grew up in a big family, so it was quite inevitable that I'd see a few.

As for the starter of this topic, sex between an 11-year-old and a 7-year-old? What's this world coming to?