So, been seeing this guy for a little while, only dates in public, although we've gotten more and more physical each time, and I agree to let him come over last night to watch a movie, and my intentions are to watch the movie since I found 5 films with foreign subtitles just for him. We sit down to watch the movie and he gets all over me, and it ends up literally that he is all over me, we're kissing and then I'm basically drenched in cum... I go and change my dress. I'm not in a good mood anyway but this kinda killed my mood further, which combined with the fact I finally confirmed his dick's kinda small didn't make me want to jump on him, plus I'm trying to communicate how I don't want him rubbing against me covered in cum when we barely speak the same language, and not coping well with the frustration... I like this guy, and I like seeing him in public,he's very attractive and I like kissing him, but I already have doubts about the viability of a relationship due to such a huge cultural diff between us (he's muslim) and now the dick thing. I'm not such a bitch that I want to ditch him right now over the size of his cock, but for me if the sex isn't going to work, it isn't going to work. So do I give it a go..because I don't believe I know everything and maybe he'll have some great moves? Or is it worse to sleep with him then maybe end it? He says after the first time he can go for ages, but do I really want to have to deal with that every time? Plus I'm having a really bad aversion to the smell of cum right now, that's not a good sign is it? I guess I don't want him to feel bad about his size (he's a big guy stature wise too) and I'm not a complete cow, I'm just really confused. I find him attractive but arghhh I just can't even explain myself properly today. For the record I haven't had a real relationship(as in more than sex) in two years since my asshole ex left after a long and shitty10+yr relationship and I suspect I always hankered after a bigger dick than his, which is why I worry, I don't go around just recklessly hurting people-so this is why getting further involved also worries me.