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Something has been on my mind for a while now and I'm not sure how I feel about it.
I'm 20 years old and consider myself to be straight.
A few months ago I was waiting at a train station and went to use the toilet. There was only me and another man in there. Out of the corner of my eye I thought I saw him masturbating. I glanced over and we both made eye contact. He then turned to me and revealed his large erect penis and nodded towards one of the cubicles. At first I felt disgusted and went to leave.
As I was leaving I could feel my own penis getting hard. I stopped and uneasily made my way back into the toilets and entered a cubicle with this man. We didn't say a word to each other.
I got a condom out of my wallet and rolled it down his cock, went down on my knees and sucked it until he came. I absolutely loved it.
Now I am extremely confused as when I look at men I do not find them attractive in the slightest. But since then everytime I think of a hard cock I find myself getting horny to the point where I wish I'd have been fucked in that cubicle. I've had sex with women since then but it hasn't satisfied me like that did.

Surely this means I'm gay or bisexual? But as I've said I don't find men attractive, just the thought of cock turns me on.
 

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Same. I never thought of men in sexual ways before until now. The weird thing is my first wet dream was a dream about me sucking cock.. but outside of that I didn’t think of it. Now that I have revisited those thoughts I know how much I love cock..
 

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Same. I never thought of men in sexual ways before until now. The weird thing is my first wet dream was a dream about me sucking cock.. but outside of that I didn’t think of it. Now that I have revisited those thoughts I know how much I love cock..
Same. I never thought of men in sexual ways before until now. The weird thing is my first wet dream was a dream about me sucking cock.. but outside of that I didn’t think of it. Now that I have revisited those thoughts I know how much I love cock..
Is it just cock that turns you on as opposed to men in general? I get turned on by the idea of rimming a man's ass too
 

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Is it just cock that turns you on as opposed to men in general? I get turned on by the idea of rimming a man's ass too
Well first it was just cocks that turned me on but then also men. Although most men that I see IRL are not attractive to me at all.
 
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Just go with the flow, no need to pigeon hole yourself. Many straight acting guys have the same desires but haven't had the opportunity or courage to do as you have. You're lucky that society is now much more diverse and accepting than it was in the past. Have fun!
 

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Next time, and there really will be a next time don't but a johnny on his willy and then suck it, half the pleasure is the taste of a guys cock, the other half is when he cums and fills your mouth.By all means rubber if if you';re lucky enough to get fucked. Does sound to me your sexual side needs liberating, some passionate guy kissing and naked frotting and bodily exploration should be on the menu!
 

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As a society, we really need to establish there is a difference between sexual attraction and emotional attraction. And stop having everything fit in a perfect label.

Because you enjoyed sucking a dick doesn’t make you gay or even bi. You found something that you are sexually attracted to and that great (explore it ). That does not mean you need to jump into a relationship with a dude.
 

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When I was a teenager. I was only into girls. But while wrestling my best friend he got hard, and I had to see it becuase he was huge compared to me. I jerked him off a few times. But since those experiences I’ve CRAVED cock. But only cock. Until I’ve gotten older. Now. I believe I’m Bi for sure. The idea of being intimate with a man turns me on just as much as a woman. Sometimes even more.
 
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I'm 20 years old and consider myself to be straight.

I got a condom out of my wallet and rolled it down his cock, went down on my knees and sucked it until he came. I absolutely loved it.

But since then everytime I think of a hard cock I find myself getting horny to the point where I wish I'd have been fucked in that cubicle.

...just the thought of cock turns me on.

I get turned on by the idea of rimming a man's ass too.

Having thoroughly examined your posts in this thread with a jewellers eyepiece I can confidently say that you're 100% straight. I'm predicting all your future posts to be about bush, that's how confident I am. Hope that helps with any confusion.
 

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Agree. Call yourself what u want and if bi works best, use it. Just accept that u are a sexual being and will get turned on when u get turned on. I’m closer on the Kinsey scale to being gay, but while in the past some sexual feelings towards women seemed troubling/confusing, I now am content with just knowing that I’m a complex sexual guy who may like different things today vs yesterday or tomorrow.