So recently I have been exploring things with guys. But during the hand full of experiences I've had I loss my erection when a guy is giving me head or etc. In order to keep even a semi I have to think about this girl I happen to have a crush on. I don't think that normal at all if I were into guys. So now I have to wonder WTF is going on. I'm confused as hell. I still love my women but the idea of a guy attracts me until it presents itself. I don't know why it happens that way but it does. The more I think about it the more I just come to the conclusion that I'm not Bi but exploring. I don't have a lot of experience with either sex so I kinda feel as if I'm going thru stuff other go thru when they are in their teens. Any input?