B_Nicodemous
Experimental Member
Um old negative coping mechs?: Cutting, hitting head, driving at breakneck speeds, drinking waaaayyyy to much, smoking to much (cigs and weed), having indiscriminate sex with out thinking things trough (see blog on how well that worked out for me:frown
, blowing up and yelling at people, usually those closest to me, avoiding, shutting down, scratching till i bleed...
Coping now?: Washing dishes, putting dishes away (speed of accomplishment of task directly proportional to anger level: more angry=faster done, lol), Vacuuming or cleaning house in general, doing laundry (oddly therapeutic), walking, swimming, talking to friends about things (those few of you here who I have spoken with on phone or IM will know about that. You all should receive a medal! LOL), taking care if the pets, weeding, doing the pool maintenance, going for slow drives, masturbating, sex...
I am sure I am forgetting somethings...
Coping now?: Washing dishes, putting dishes away (speed of accomplishment of task directly proportional to anger level: more angry=faster done, lol), Vacuuming or cleaning house in general, doing laundry (oddly therapeutic), walking, swimming, talking to friends about things (those few of you here who I have spoken with on phone or IM will know about that. You all should receive a medal! LOL), taking care if the pets, weeding, doing the pool maintenance, going for slow drives, masturbating, sex...
I am sure I am forgetting somethings...