hey, anyone please answer as i could use the advice. im a young dude, in a relationship of 4 years or so with a great girl whom i love and will prolly marry. problem, while im straight, really want to try sucking a big dick. am really attracted to a huge penis. but i cant coz id be cheating on her and dont think i could tell her shed be shocked and break up with me. any thoughts? should i just not think about it and not risk it by sucking a dick? thanks, would appreciate women's insight too.