This has to do with a very large cock and how it changed our lives.
I'll apologize in advance for this being so long.
My wife and I have enjoyed MFM threesomes for six years. For us it's not about domination or humiliation or any of that cuckolding stuff (nothing wrong with that if that's what you like). But for us we just like sex and this is another fun variation. It's like having a really fun new sex toy. We had one guy that was a regular for many years and we became good friends. But then he got a new girlfriend so we didn't see him anymore. Typically we like a guy that's about the same size as me, 7" and average girth. Much bigger than that and she has trouble with oral and she loves to deep throat. She also likes to DP both cocks in her pussy so it helps if we're not too different in size. I've always loved watching a cock slide into her and listening to her cum. Especially love 69ing with her while I guy does her from behind and I lick her clit. Then he and I would switch places.
Because of some work and family obligations we bought a second house halfway across the country that I go to for half of each month, and it will probably be that way for a few more years. It sucks big time but we still get to spend the other half of the month together. When we're in the same house we usually have sex every day, so we get pretty horny being apart and after awhile the phone sex just wasn't cutting it. So we decided to find a new guy for MFM that she could also play with alone when I was gone. Then we'd find another guy for MFM here that would be okay with some mutual jacking with just me. We have ALWAYS played together so we decided to get wireless webcams and only play when the other one of us was available to participate remotely. Okay, so far, so good.
We advertised online only for the MFM part and once we got to talk to the guy for awhile we let him know about playing with her alone and me watching on cam. It was very clear up front that we were just looking for a fuck buddy. So we shopped around and one day I found this young black guy that was intelligent and funny and had a great athletic body. He claimed he could go and go for as long as we wanted and he could recover in 5-10 minutes after he cums. That worked for us because we both enjoy long sessions. We didn't get into cock measurements and all that because he sent us a pic that showed he was a good 6"-7" flaccid.
A few days later we invite him over one afternoon... webcam is on and clean sheets on the bed. We all chat for awhile with my wife and this guy sitting on the bed. Then she reaches over and starts rubbing his cock through his pants and he puts his hands up her shirt. Before long they both decide to get undressed and her mouth fell open when his rather large member sprang out. He was about half hard and already at least 8" and extremely thick. She pushed him back on the bed and climbed up so she good lick and suck this monster shaft. Fully erect he was just over 9" and was easily 8" around. She said she'd never seen such a thick cock and was comparing it to her forearm -- he was thicker! When she finally climbed up and started to slide her pussy on to him it took several minutes for her to stretch around him. I'd never heard sounds from her like the ones she was making as she fucked him. He stayed hard as a rock and fucked her for 90 minutes straight in every imaginable position. She usually doesn't cum very hard until she gets really comfortable with a guy but I knew from the moans she was making that he was totally rocking her world. I lost track of how many times she had wild screaming orgasms like I'd seldom ever heard from her. They finally stopped because he had an appointment to go to.
After he left she told me how much she enjoyed him, and we talked about how much fun the three of us could have together. I had to admit that I really enjoyed watching. Maybe I'm part voyeur or something but it was just a beautiful sight to see her enjoying herself like that. I told her I was happily surprised she could cum so hard with a brand new guy. She said she'd never felt a cock fill her up like that and it just totally put her over the edge. She asked if she could have him back the next day and I said go for it.
So the next day she was very vague about when, or if, he was coming over. I said just let me know when he shows because I'm looking forward to it. About 3 or 4 hours later I still hadn't heard from her and I knew the kids would be home from school soon. All of a sudden she calls and turns the webcam on. They're in bed naked and she asks if I want to watch them play some more. I could tell from looking at her that he had been there for awhile and I was kind of hacked off that she mislead me and didn't call earlier. But I kept my mouth shut and just said, yeah go for it. To be honest, I didn't even watch because now I'm pissed. About 20 minutes later they finish and he leaves.
She showers and then PM's me and I ask how long he was there before you turned on the cam. 'Not long' she says, 'I guess I kind of forgot to turn it on'. We talk some more and she finally admits that he told her the day before that he was a little uncomfortable with the whole cam thing. So she decided to start with it off so he could relax and not be distracted. She said they fucked for over two hours and it was the best fuck of her entire life. This is some of what she said in chat about what they did off cam:
today I told him to fuck me hard
I was afraid if you saw it on cam you would say "stop, you're hurting her"
and I'd say "no, fuck me harder"
and he did... so hard it almost made me cry
he pinned me down and held my arms behind my back
he completely filled me with his cock over and over
now I WAS crying
and then I told him to fuck me even harder
and he did... I felt like I was being raped
and I really liked it
just complete animalistic fucking
Okay, so now I'm starting to wonder what we're getting ourselves into. This was getting very intense, very fast. I'd never heard her talk like this before. She said she invited him over for another session the following day and I told her I had meetings that I couldn't get out of so tomorrow wouldn't work. She said maybe we shouldn't have to do the cam every time and we could just tell the other person about it after, or maybe sometimes not at all. Now the alarms are going off and I'm feeling like I'm a total outsider and not a very welcome one at that. I was honest and told her how I was feeling and asked that we limit this to once a week when I'm out of town (I thought that was pretty reasonable) and that I wouldn't be comfortable with any off-cam activity.
I never anticipated her reaction. She was totally pissed with me that I was 'putting all of these restrictions on her'. Huh? You're my wife and you're fucking another guy that I approved of and I'm putting restrictions on you??? We ended up getting in a big fight over it all and decided to talk about it more the next day. She did tell the guy not to come over until we worked things out so I'll give her credit for that. Then her period started and we tabled the conversation until I got home the following week. We finally decided not to do anymore playing for awhile and just let it all settle down.
But every time we made love she kept asking me to push her down on the bed and hold her arms behind her back and fuck her as hard as I could. Now I've always been very confident in my skills and she's always said how much I satisfy her, but this was starting to fuck with my head. I'm just not equipped to do what he did to her and nothing will change that. I finally talked to her about it and let her know I was getting a complex about this repeated scenario every time. Her reply was that maybe we should invite the other guy back once in awhile just in MFM situations where we're all present. She said she'd love to fuck that cock again anytime I was okay with it.
So there's my dilemma. Part of me wants to just drop the whole thing and never have anyone outside of our marriage ever join us again. I'm afraid it will quickly get out of hand and I'll end up feeling like shit. On the other hand, I'm having a big problem with the fact that she's had this experience that I wasn't part of. We've always shared everything and I have this crazy desire to have him back for one last time. I want to share the experience with her so I don't feel like it's something 'outside of us'. We are still very much in love and she says she'll go along with whatever I decide.
Any advice or comments would be appreciated. Thanks
I'll apologize in advance for this being so long.
My wife and I have enjoyed MFM threesomes for six years. For us it's not about domination or humiliation or any of that cuckolding stuff (nothing wrong with that if that's what you like). But for us we just like sex and this is another fun variation. It's like having a really fun new sex toy. We had one guy that was a regular for many years and we became good friends. But then he got a new girlfriend so we didn't see him anymore. Typically we like a guy that's about the same size as me, 7" and average girth. Much bigger than that and she has trouble with oral and she loves to deep throat. She also likes to DP both cocks in her pussy so it helps if we're not too different in size. I've always loved watching a cock slide into her and listening to her cum. Especially love 69ing with her while I guy does her from behind and I lick her clit. Then he and I would switch places.
Because of some work and family obligations we bought a second house halfway across the country that I go to for half of each month, and it will probably be that way for a few more years. It sucks big time but we still get to spend the other half of the month together. When we're in the same house we usually have sex every day, so we get pretty horny being apart and after awhile the phone sex just wasn't cutting it. So we decided to find a new guy for MFM that she could also play with alone when I was gone. Then we'd find another guy for MFM here that would be okay with some mutual jacking with just me. We have ALWAYS played together so we decided to get wireless webcams and only play when the other one of us was available to participate remotely. Okay, so far, so good.
We advertised online only for the MFM part and once we got to talk to the guy for awhile we let him know about playing with her alone and me watching on cam. It was very clear up front that we were just looking for a fuck buddy. So we shopped around and one day I found this young black guy that was intelligent and funny and had a great athletic body. He claimed he could go and go for as long as we wanted and he could recover in 5-10 minutes after he cums. That worked for us because we both enjoy long sessions. We didn't get into cock measurements and all that because he sent us a pic that showed he was a good 6"-7" flaccid.
A few days later we invite him over one afternoon... webcam is on and clean sheets on the bed. We all chat for awhile with my wife and this guy sitting on the bed. Then she reaches over and starts rubbing his cock through his pants and he puts his hands up her shirt. Before long they both decide to get undressed and her mouth fell open when his rather large member sprang out. He was about half hard and already at least 8" and extremely thick. She pushed him back on the bed and climbed up so she good lick and suck this monster shaft. Fully erect he was just over 9" and was easily 8" around. She said she'd never seen such a thick cock and was comparing it to her forearm -- he was thicker! When she finally climbed up and started to slide her pussy on to him it took several minutes for her to stretch around him. I'd never heard sounds from her like the ones she was making as she fucked him. He stayed hard as a rock and fucked her for 90 minutes straight in every imaginable position. She usually doesn't cum very hard until she gets really comfortable with a guy but I knew from the moans she was making that he was totally rocking her world. I lost track of how many times she had wild screaming orgasms like I'd seldom ever heard from her. They finally stopped because he had an appointment to go to.
After he left she told me how much she enjoyed him, and we talked about how much fun the three of us could have together. I had to admit that I really enjoyed watching. Maybe I'm part voyeur or something but it was just a beautiful sight to see her enjoying herself like that. I told her I was happily surprised she could cum so hard with a brand new guy. She said she'd never felt a cock fill her up like that and it just totally put her over the edge. She asked if she could have him back the next day and I said go for it.
So the next day she was very vague about when, or if, he was coming over. I said just let me know when he shows because I'm looking forward to it. About 3 or 4 hours later I still hadn't heard from her and I knew the kids would be home from school soon. All of a sudden she calls and turns the webcam on. They're in bed naked and she asks if I want to watch them play some more. I could tell from looking at her that he had been there for awhile and I was kind of hacked off that she mislead me and didn't call earlier. But I kept my mouth shut and just said, yeah go for it. To be honest, I didn't even watch because now I'm pissed. About 20 minutes later they finish and he leaves.
She showers and then PM's me and I ask how long he was there before you turned on the cam. 'Not long' she says, 'I guess I kind of forgot to turn it on'. We talk some more and she finally admits that he told her the day before that he was a little uncomfortable with the whole cam thing. So she decided to start with it off so he could relax and not be distracted. She said they fucked for over two hours and it was the best fuck of her entire life. This is some of what she said in chat about what they did off cam:
today I told him to fuck me hard
I was afraid if you saw it on cam you would say "stop, you're hurting her"
and I'd say "no, fuck me harder"
and he did... so hard it almost made me cry
he pinned me down and held my arms behind my back
he completely filled me with his cock over and over
now I WAS crying
and then I told him to fuck me even harder
and he did... I felt like I was being raped
and I really liked it
just complete animalistic fucking
Okay, so now I'm starting to wonder what we're getting ourselves into. This was getting very intense, very fast. I'd never heard her talk like this before. She said she invited him over for another session the following day and I told her I had meetings that I couldn't get out of so tomorrow wouldn't work. She said maybe we shouldn't have to do the cam every time and we could just tell the other person about it after, or maybe sometimes not at all. Now the alarms are going off and I'm feeling like I'm a total outsider and not a very welcome one at that. I was honest and told her how I was feeling and asked that we limit this to once a week when I'm out of town (I thought that was pretty reasonable) and that I wouldn't be comfortable with any off-cam activity.
I never anticipated her reaction. She was totally pissed with me that I was 'putting all of these restrictions on her'. Huh? You're my wife and you're fucking another guy that I approved of and I'm putting restrictions on you??? We ended up getting in a big fight over it all and decided to talk about it more the next day. She did tell the guy not to come over until we worked things out so I'll give her credit for that. Then her period started and we tabled the conversation until I got home the following week. We finally decided not to do anymore playing for awhile and just let it all settle down.
But every time we made love she kept asking me to push her down on the bed and hold her arms behind her back and fuck her as hard as I could. Now I've always been very confident in my skills and she's always said how much I satisfy her, but this was starting to fuck with my head. I'm just not equipped to do what he did to her and nothing will change that. I finally talked to her about it and let her know I was getting a complex about this repeated scenario every time. Her reply was that maybe we should invite the other guy back once in awhile just in MFM situations where we're all present. She said she'd love to fuck that cock again anytime I was okay with it.
So there's my dilemma. Part of me wants to just drop the whole thing and never have anyone outside of our marriage ever join us again. I'm afraid it will quickly get out of hand and I'll end up feeling like shit. On the other hand, I'm having a big problem with the fact that she's had this experience that I wasn't part of. We've always shared everything and I have this crazy desire to have him back for one last time. I want to share the experience with her so I don't feel like it's something 'outside of us'. We are still very much in love and she says she'll go along with whatever I decide.
Any advice or comments would be appreciated. Thanks