No disrespect, BUT...
I think you need to concentrate on finding a real human for sex first! The Fleshlight is meant to be used as a substitute for when the REAL HUMAN is not available.
Unless you're in a remote Antarctic outpost, chances are, there are REAL WOMEN in your vicinity, women that MAY BE receptive to your advances!!!
If you only fuck a Fleshlight, how are you supposed to relate to a real human female?
Sure, jerking-off and Fleshlights are substitutes, but you need real one-on-one interaction to be able to DEVELOP and IMPROVE on your actual TECHNIQUE!
Your Fleshlight isn't going to respond and tell you if you are pleasuring it!
And, a Fleshlight surely isn't going to BLOW YOU!
Concentrate on getting a REAL, FLESH and BLOOD HUMAN COMPANION!
Maybe THEN, compare THAT with your Fleshlight!
Just sayin'!!!