Hi all, I'm sure this is a familiar situation which many guys have all the time and probably has even already been discussed loads on these forums! I consider myself straight but extremely bi-curious. I became aware of my curiosity through watching porn and getting turned on as much by the site of all those huge, hard cocks as I did by the women going to work on them! I thought a lot about the nature of my curiosity (am I gay, bi, etc?) and have come to the conclusion I'm not 'attracted' to men in the conventional sense. I just get off on the idea of going to work on a big, hard cock. I've come close to acting on these fantasies many times but always lost the nerve at the last minute. My problem now is I am in a fantastic, long term relationship with a girl who I love tons. If I was to hook up with a guy to satisfy this curiousity there is an obvious conflict here in terms of how I justify it with regard to my girlfriend. Again, I've thought a lot about it and have decided there would be no emotional betrayal (as I've said it's purely a physical thing and I think the act would be very detached). I think the thing that would be an issue for me would be doing it behind her back and lying to her. As it is there is a certain amount of concealment as I like to cam and exchange pics with other guys. I was just interested to hear any opinions you might have. Especially if you have had or are in a similar situation.