Curious about cock but then cum and back to straight

[AlphaLion]

So this is the first time I've been open about this anywhere, so in a safe environment, I'm glad to be able to share this.

But I've only had female partners with some experimental circle jerks with some college mates. I've always been curious about cock and tried sucking on one once and just liked how it felt (hard and the mushroom head).

Now I've only eaten out pussy aside from that and I love pussy to say the least. Now whenever I jerk off to bodybuilder porn (MF/Male solos), since I'm a amateur bodybuilder myself, I get attracted to both the man's physique/dick & the female (putting it insider her and making out with her).

But whenever I cum on a male solo, I go back to straight since I feel so repulsed by the male figure afterwards and then it's just a repeat cycle depending on the day of when I get horny.

Am I the only one who feels this way? I know I'm not gay since I don't want a relationship with another man, but I'm just too horny all the time and I don't care where it comes from lol.

Thanks for reading this.

 

[dickthrobbing]

But whenever I cum on a male solo, I go back to straight since I feel so repulsed by the male figure afterwards and then it's just a repeat cycle depending on the day of when I get horny.

Am I the only one who feels this way? I know I'm not gay since I don't want a relationship with another man, but I'm just too horny all the time and I don't care where it comes from lol.

Thanks for reading this.

Not uncommon at all.

If I am with a guy once I cum my desire wains; I have got my head around the repulsion that I used to have and am now able stay with a guy longer after cuming to the extent where if its the right guy all night

 

[thick_cock_306]

So this is the first time I've been open about this anywhere, so in a safe environment, I'm glad to be able to share this.

But I've only had female partners with some experimental circle jerks with some college mates. I've always been curious about cock and tried sucking on one once and just liked how it felt (hard and the mushroom head).

Now I've only eaten out pussy aside from that and I love pussy to say the least. Now whenever I jerk off to bodybuilder porn (MF/Male solos), since I'm a amateur bodybuilder myself, I get attracted to both the man's physique/dick & the female (putting it insider her and making out with her).

But whenever I cum on a male solo, I go back to straight since I feel so repulsed by the male figure afterwards and then it's just a repeat cycle depending on the day of when I get horny.

Am I the only one who feels this way? I know I'm not gay since I don't want a relationship with another man, but I'm just too horny all the time and I don't care where it comes from lol.

Thanks for reading this.

I think this is true for most people who are either bi or slowly over time becoming more interested in the same sex.
For me I just had to get over this mental road block that there was anything wrong with being attracted to men...once I accepted it (sucking a dick it made that a whole lot easier) then I felt free to enjoy a man's complete body...not just his penis.

 

[AlphaLion]

I think this is true for most people who are either bi or slowly over time becoming more interested in the same sex.
For me I just had to get over this mental road block that there was anything wrong with being attracted to men...once I accepted it (sucking a dick it made that a whole lot easier) then I felt free to enjoy a man's complete body...not just his penis.

I think the first part is accurate, I find the man's complete body repulsive otherwise and I'm quite picky with whom I decide to experiment with in the first place, but I appreciate a man's physique but would never want more than just being able to get off if that makes sense?

 

[thick_cock_306]

I think the first part is accurate, I find the man's complete body repulsive otherwise and I'm quite picky with whom I decide to experiment with in the first place, but I appreciate a man's physique but would never want more than just being able to get off if that makes sense?

oh yes that makes sense...I didn't mean I appreciate men in a non-sexual way. I don't date men, I just enjoy gay sex. What I meant was that I (for example) was only attracted to a cock at first...then I started to enjoy his whole body.

 

[1050059]

I think this is true for most people who are either bi or slowly over time becoming more interested in the same sex.
For me I just had to get over this mental road block that there was anything wrong with being attracted to men...once I accepted it (sucking a dick it made that a whole lot easier) then I felt free to enjoy a man's complete body...not just his penis.

Have had a similar experience. Thanks for saying this so I'd didnt have to type it out haha.

 

[munkieman]

Yep same here soon as I had a wank....no more interest in cock
Different matter a few hours later though

 

[deleted817718]

I had this same problem for a long time, and I hated it. My solution was to only masturbate to gay porn, and once I came I would force myself to keep watching and tell myself I was a faggot, and that I loved it. Pretty soon this was totally normal and I felt no shame once I had orgasmed, and still felt bi not straight.

 

[patindaytona]

I'm 62 and married. In high school i would meet with this guy for a few years at his place. I felt that way always after cumming. But it was so erotic to be dick to dick with him. I knew exactly what to do to him having so much experience with my own. It was just incredible playing with each other. It's been so long, but i still try real hard to remember any details..I wish I could find someone. I've looked often over the years. Craig's List.....but it's risky. I don't know who I'm talking with. Fantasizing about those days is just so intense.

 

[WilliamG]

I was the "can't taste the cum" just as I cum guy (like most here). But then I started edging a lot. I would edge till I almost cum but just flow some precum. I can easily squirt a bit and taste this 3 or 4 times in a half hour. I enjoy the lite tastings as it gets me in the mood to swallow. Then when I decide to really cum, I shoot into my hand and just put it into my mouth. I really enjoy this! Now to find that guy to show me...

 

[Trevor]

I think that is normal, I feel that way after I cum whether it is a man or a woman.

I was always banging girls in college and after I nutted I would be thinking why in the hell did I fuck her? She is not my type or even that hot. Of course then the girl would want to cuddle all night and all I wanted to do was roll over and go to sleep, or put my pants on and go back to my dorm. LOL Then on top of that most women I have ever fucked fell madly in love with me and wanted a relationship and I am not really a relationship kinda guy.

One reason I started to prefer hooking up with guys is because with a dude it was usually no strings. You know, meet up, get off and then split before we got caught by roommates, girlfriends, etc. Of course I graduated from college a while back and with everyone coming out and the whole gay marriage thing has changed that.

 

[patindaytona]

Yes, I can relate exactly to what you're saying there Trevor. Been there, and done it many times......but it was a long time ago.

 

[John225]

Man glad I saw this thread. Thought it as strange I was feeling like that. No interest in a guy after playing. Couple of weeks go by start thinking about it again after a month need a cock again.

 

[BIGBULL29]

I think the first part is accurate, I find the man's complete body repulsive otherwise and I'm quite picky with whom I decide to experiment with in the first place, but I appreciate a man's physique but would never want more than just being able to get off if that makes sense?

I used to look at Playgirl when I was young - way more than Playboy. Why? Because I was worried that these sexy dudes had a bigger dick than me. I would get off, trying to think I was bigger.

At any rate, stay away from MuscleMatt.com, unless you want to indulge your bodybuilding fantasies. That's the kind of gay porn that will make someone like you weak in the knees.

Just accept who you are, knowing that many adult males are just like you; they just don't admit it. You're way more than a sexual orientation label. You're just you - and unique. If you don't truly want boyfriends, then I wouldn't be bothered by it. Just go where the mind takes you, knowing that many straight men feel what you feel at times. It's normal.

I usually watch chunky lesbian porn, or big-dick porn. I do go in phases where I crave a hot gay male scene. But they are not that long-lived. I don't repress it, and neither should you. Just accept that the same-sex attraction is happening and go with it.

In the end, sexual attraction/fantasies are just that: sexual attractions/ fantasies. They're mere thoughts. Do you want to be a slave to them?

 

[BIGBULL29]

I think that is normal, I feel that way after I cum whether it is a man or a woman.

I was always banging girls in college and after I nutted I would be thinking why in the hell did I fuck her? She is not my type or even that hot. Of course then the girl would want to cuddle all night and all I wanted to do was roll over and go to sleep, or put my pants on and go back to my dorm. LOL Then on top of that most women I have ever fucked fell madly in love with me and wanted a relationship and I am not really a relationship kinda guy.

One reason I started to prefer hooking up with guys is because with a dude it was usually no strings. You know, meet up, get off and then split before we got caught by roommates, girlfriends, etc. Of course I graduated from college a while back and with everyone coming out and the whole gay marriage thing has changed that.

I feel guilty after masturbation. Just as you: What in the hell do I do this for?

 

[Billy Williams]

So this is the first time I've been open about this anywhere, so in a safe environment, I'm glad to be able to share this.

But I've only had female partners with some experimental circle jerks with some college mates. I've always been curious about cock and tried sucking on one once and just liked how it felt (hard and the mushroom head).

Now I've only eaten out pussy aside from that and I love pussy to say the least. Now whenever I jerk off to bodybuilder porn (MF/Male solos), since I'm a amateur bodybuilder myself, I get attracted to both the man's physique/dick & the female (putting it insider her and making out with her).

But whenever I cum on a male solo, I go back to straight since I feel so repulsed by the male figure afterwards and then it's just a repeat cycle depending on the day of when I get horny.

Am I the only one who feels this way? I know I'm not gay since I don't want a relationship with another man, but I'm just too horny all the time and I don't care where it comes from lol.

Thanks for reading this.

I think this is common. While horney wanta suck dick but as soon as I cum, not interested until I get horney again.

 

[AlphaLion]

I think this is common. While horney wanta suck dick but as soon as I cum, not interested until I get horney again.

Yeah I don't get it to be honest with you. Because I feel more straight than gay but def have done same sex things and aren't too bothered by it.

 

[submarine]

i felt like this a lot when i was younger, would be wanking furiously thinking about cock, would cum and then feel massive guilt and a bit urgh.
when i was a bit older and had realised you could get free blowjobs quite easy off other guys, i'd hang about till someone was up for it, i'd get my cock sucked then leave and be almost vomiting walking up the road. ridiculous state of affairs to get myself into but aye it happened repeatedly.
a lot of upbringing issues lol to say the least.
nearly fifty now and pretty much gay, wish i'd not been so fucking uptight about it all when i was younger, but all in all happy i've got to this point and feel very comfortable and confident now about the fact i really do fancy a lot more men than i do women.
might be an age thing, but i really do seem to give no fucks what anyone thinks now.

 

[Scott8361]

I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!

I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...

 

[Billy Williams]

i felt like this a lot when i was younger, would be wanking furiously thinking about cock, would cum and then feel massive guilt and a bit urgh.
when i was a bit older and had realised you could get free blowjobs quite easy off other guys, i'd hang about till someone was up for it, i'd get my cock sucked then leave and be almost vomiting walking up the road. ridiculous state of affairs to get myself into but aye it happened repeatedly.
a lot of upbringing issues lol to say the least.
nearly fifty now and pretty much gay, wish i'd not been so fucking uptight about it all when i was younger, but all in all happy i've got to this point and feel very comfortable and confident now about the fact i really do fancy a lot more men than i do women.
might be an age thing, but i really do seem to give no fucks what anyone thinks now.

True. Lose the inhibition as

I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!

I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...

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ylu sound just like me! He