Happy that you're liberated. At least in some ways!
Curious about cock but then cum and back to straight
- Thread starter AlphaLion
- Start date
I’m the same. What porn I watch depends on my mood, but if it is gay or bi, I always feel ashamed after. But when I see big cock, uncut cock, throbbing... etc, I get worked up. Just as much as when I see a beautiful female ass or pussy. My fantasy while masterbating is CIM, but always chicken out after I cum, I totally lose interest.
I've long gotten to the point of not feeling ashamed of watching bi or gay porn. Even the first time before the internet it wasn't about actually watching it that got me ashamed but what it would feel like if someone caught me doing it or found vhs tapes or dvds hidden in my house. This on top of going to the video store to rent these where I would be super nervous. When much younger I even had these feelings about straight porn. In time I outgrew these fears. The internet helped with that.
I hate the internet in many ways but it did make sites like LPSG available to me to discover how many guys have bi or gay desires and hide them like I had and to better appreciate what life was like for those guys who came out long ago. I'm bi or at least bicurious. I feel so much better about myself and not part of a minority. To me the amount of guys who truly are 100% straight are in the minority and long have been.
As for cumming in your own mouth, I would encourage you to do it. It may be the best way to first eat your own cum. Think of it as watering down your face with with a garden hose on a summer day. Keep your mouth open to get a taste. I have been eating my own cum since I was young and really enjoy those times when I do it. There are times I still back out for no known reason, unlike last night. Just last night I came on a flat surface then licked up my entire load after waiting a couple minutes. It was highly erotic and tasted damn good as well. Jumping the first hurdle is the hardest but it can be done and many have.
I should clarify, I have tried it. 
Mostly I have tried my precum, which makes me hotter.... I like to make myself wait a couple days then watch some porn to get worked up to get some precum. But after cumming, I just don’t want to. It’s like, the fantasy was useful, but I don’t need to fulfill it? I don’t know.
But I have also had the pleasure a couple times -long ago- of sucking cock. The first time was amazing, and he came in my mouth. But he was an older gentleman and didn’t cum a lot. It was part of the hotness for me that he did so. Maybe that is why it is still something I find so hot. I met up with him several times and I did so each time. I don’t really remember a taste, only that it was hot and I didn’t mind it. Funny thing, he would always get me a seven up after, lol.
There was one guy after that and for some reason, I told him not to cum in my mouth so he came on my face. I was glad I did because he had a big load. I think now that was partly just a personality thing... I didn’t really like him, I just wanted to suck cock, and I felt judged by him.
I have only had the opportunity to be the giver on four occasions, and one of them I couldn’t cum for some reason, I think because the girl blowing me wasn’t very good. The other times were two different women and one guy. The guy made me cum in like 2 minutes and fuck, was that a load. He was better than the women by far.
Mostly I have tried my precum, which makes me hotter.... I like to make myself wait a couple days then watch some porn to get worked up to get some precum. But after cumming, I just don’t want to. It’s like, the fantasy was useful, but I don’t need to fulfill it? I don’t know.
But I have also had the pleasure a couple times -long ago- of sucking cock. The first time was amazing, and he came in my mouth. But he was an older gentleman and didn’t cum a lot. It was part of the hotness for me that he did so. Maybe that is why it is still something I find so hot. I met up with him several times and I did so each time. I don’t really remember a taste, only that it was hot and I didn’t mind it. Funny thing, he would always get me a seven up after, lol.
There was one guy after that and for some reason, I told him not to cum in my mouth so he came on my face. I was glad I did because he had a big load. I think now that was partly just a personality thing... I didn’t really like him, I just wanted to suck cock, and I felt judged by him.
I have only had the opportunity to be the giver on four occasions, and one of them I couldn’t cum for some reason, I think because the girl blowing me wasn’t very good. The other times were two different women and one guy. The guy made me cum in like 2 minutes and fuck, was that a load. He was better than the women by far.
Most guys it seems like precum more than cum. It's more like sweet syrup. I like both and precum more but for some reason I don't produce precum everytime before I cum. So in total I eat cum more often. I'll always eat my precum if it's there.I should clarify, I have tried it.
Mostly I have tried my precum, which makes me hotter.... I like to make myself wait a couple days then watch some porn to get worked up to get some precum. But after cumming, I just don’t want to. It’s like, the fantasy was useful, but I don’t need to fulfill it? I don’t know.
But I have also had the pleasure a couple times -long ago- of sucking cock. The first time was amazing, and he came in my mouth. But he was an older gentleman and didn’t cum a lot. It was part of the hotness for me that he did so. Maybe that is why it is still something I find so hot. I met up with him several times and I did so each time. I don’t really remember a taste, only that it was hot and I didn’t mind it. Funny thing, he would always get me a seven up after, lol.
There was one guy after that and for some reason, I told him not to cum in my mouth so he came on my face. I was glad I did because he had a big load. I think now that was partly just a personality thing... I didn’t really like him, I just wanted to suck cock, and I felt judged by him.
I have only had the opportunity to be the giver on four occasions, and one of them I couldn’t cum for some reason, I think because the girl blowing me wasn’t very good. The other times were two different women and one guy. The guy made me cum in like 2 minutes and fuck, was that a load. He was better than the women by far.
If you truly want to eat your cum, cum on or into something you can set aside. Don't even think about it being there. Give it a few minutes then take another shot at eating it. You'll be surprised how often you won't back out when you have that second chance. It's worked for me and others. I suspect we're wired to not want our own cum right away because the cum is first meant for reproducing, not eating. Just a theory I have, nothing more. Good luck in whatever you attempt!
If you are married and live a straight lifestyle you have to to what you have to do. The amount of married men who visit adult bookstores and do this is mind blowing. It’s also nice that this exists. A lot of married guys like to get sucked while watching straight porn. They go in a booth and leave the door unlocked. They want a blow and go. Honestly it’s a no strings attached situation. With a woman you have to do the whole dance to get to the point of a blow job. Have dinner, phone calls, risky trails if you’re married ...and it’s a lot of game playing. A guy just wants to get off and leave. That’s the luxury of an adult bookstore. You can have a guy sucking your cock with 3 to 5 minutes of entering the place. Often by another married straight lifestyle guy. Then you are out of there and back to your straight lifestyle. There are no places like this where women will suck you for free. It’s a lot more work with a woman.
Precum to me is fine, tastes a lot like pussy juice to me anyway, but to cum and then try and eat it, no way, like the original post, i cum and I’m 100% straight again
Trevor
Superior Member
- Joined
- Nov 8, 2012
- Posts
- 698
- Media
- 15
- Likes
- 2,762
- Points
- 263
- Location
- Virginia (United States)
- Sexuality
- 80% Gay, 20% Straight
- Gender
- Male
The number of married guys are not getting any sex at home in mind blowing.
(I just stumbled upon that thread and got curious. I'm actually bi in a sense that I like having sex with both and don't feel guilty and can envision myself being in a monogamous committed relationship with both genders. Yet I'm curious so I'll just ask my questions and if anyone feels like answering I'll be very happy.)
For those who live a straight lifestyle but enjoy having sex with another guy, no strings attached, or even feel repulsed afterwards :
Are there some boundaries to the kind of sexual practices you allow yourself to have with those men? Like for instance not eating cum, or being strictly top or strictly bottom.
I'm asking because I personally know many (older) guys living a straight lifestyle who find it completely normal to have sex with other guys whenever the occasion pops and don't feel repulsed or disgusted by it afterwards as long as some criteria are met. For instance, I heard pet peeves or rules such as "the youngest one has to be the bottom" or "the biggest cock gets to be the top". Another thing I heard many times was that sex with a guy is natural as long as you don't cum in a guy's ass (you should pull out and spray somewhere else).
As if these rules were precisely making the whole thing acceptable to them and avoid any second thoughts and remorses afterwards (especially knowing that these guys all know each other and have all fucked each other).
For those who live a straight lifestyle but enjoy having sex with another guy, no strings attached, or even feel repulsed afterwards :
Are there some boundaries to the kind of sexual practices you allow yourself to have with those men? Like for instance not eating cum, or being strictly top or strictly bottom.
I'm asking because I personally know many (older) guys living a straight lifestyle who find it completely normal to have sex with other guys whenever the occasion pops and don't feel repulsed or disgusted by it afterwards as long as some criteria are met. For instance, I heard pet peeves or rules such as "the youngest one has to be the bottom" or "the biggest cock gets to be the top". Another thing I heard many times was that sex with a guy is natural as long as you don't cum in a guy's ass (you should pull out and spray somewhere else).
As if these rules were precisely making the whole thing acceptable to them and avoid any second thoughts and remorses afterwards (especially knowing that these guys all know each other and have all fucked each other).
bkmuscledad
Superior Member
- Joined
- Aug 28, 2018
- Posts
- 1,415
- Media
- 0
- Likes
- 9,005
- Points
- 308
- Location
- NYC (New York, United States)
- Gender
- Male
That
That's exactly why I didn't quote anyone. I'm asking all of you. How about you for instance ?
That's exactly why I didn't quote anyone. I'm asking all of you. How about you for instance ?
bkmuscledad
Superior Member
- Joined
- Aug 28, 2018
- Posts
- 1,415
- Media
- 0
- Likes
- 9,005
- Points
- 308
- Location
- NYC (New York, United States)
- Gender
- Male
[QUOTE="MDV, post: 8668142, member: 999558"That's exactly why I didn't quote anyone. I'm asking all of you. How about you for instance ?[/QUOTE]
I'm straight as far as anyone knows, but in reality I'm Bi. My only limitation is that I never bottom. I never have remorse or regret about things I enjoy doing. I grew up with a friend I played around with. Sometimes he'd be super horny, but other times, he'd pretend like there was nothing sexual going on. He really hated the fact that he enjoyed it. I felt very bad for him. I couldn't imagine what it was like for him.
I'm straight as far as anyone knows, but in reality I'm Bi. My only limitation is that I never bottom. I never have remorse or regret about things I enjoy doing. I grew up with a friend I played around with. Sometimes he'd be super horny, but other times, he'd pretend like there was nothing sexual going on. He really hated the fact that he enjoyed it. I felt very bad for him. I couldn't imagine what it was like for him.
Used to be like that until I started to cum to terms with myself. Now I don’t get turned off anymore afterwards. I even slept all night cuddling once which was my biggest turn off and woke up feeling at home and hard as a rock! Lol Give it a shot.
Took me a long time to accept and come to terms but I think nothing is off limits or need any rules. Do as you please and enjoy. Have fun. We only live once.
I feel the same way. No interest in long term realationships. I do enjoy male/male sex but thats all, would rather be with a women. Men are more open sexually and willing to try and please. They seem to find sex pleasurable and are open to trying new things. Most women are not. I sometimes think a transexual women be the best of both worlds physically, mentally unsure. Everyone has issues and we should be comfortable in our sexual desires. So long as it does'nt include minors, feces, or animals it's ok with me. Sex is about fun and pleasure so why should'nt we be ok where it comes from.
Couldn’t agree more. I’ve tried my fair share of things and I do have a much more open mindedness than most I know, not to mention women. Like you said, no under age, animals or feces. The rest is fair game! After 10 years of marriage I did convince my wife to open up and try swinging. She loved it but still thinks it’s a taboo and not to be done all the time. As for transexual, had my fair share and love them to death. They are the best!
- Joined
- Aug 16, 2012
- Posts
- 1,068
- Media
- 233
- Likes
- 6,581
- Points
- 633
- Location
- Indianapolis, Indiana, US
- Sexuality
- 50% Straight, 50% Gay
- Gender
- Male
The hornier I get naturally, the more I think of messing around with a man. Once I get off. I tend to lose some of the cravings. But the older i get. The faster the cravings come back, and the fact of just thinking about sucking a cock gets me aroused more than i could ever imagine.
Similar threads
