Youre not alone. Thanks for sharing.So this is the first time I've been open about this anywhere, so in a safe environment, I'm glad to be able to share this.
But I've only had female partners with some experimental circle jerks with some college mates. I've always been curious about cock and tried sucking on one once and just liked how it felt (hard and the mushroom head).
Now I've only eaten out pussy aside from that and I love pussy to say the least. Now whenever I jerk off to bodybuilder porn (MF/Male solos), since I'm a amateur bodybuilder myself, I get attracted to both the man's physique/dick & the female (putting it insider her and making out with her).
But whenever I cum on a male solo, I go back to straight since I feel so repulsed by the male figure afterwards and then it's just a repeat cycle depending on the day of when I get horny.
Am I the only one who feels this way? I know I'm not gay since I don't want a relationship with another man, but I'm just too horny all the time and I don't care where it comes from lol.
Thanks for reading this.
I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!
I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...
View attachment 1276561
I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!
I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...
View attachment 1276561
Yes, most guys I have hooked up with are "building on fire" after they cum. They can't seem to get their clothes on and get out fast enough... or kick me out fast enough! But I have found that if i cum first, I feel an obligation to make sure they get what they are looking for.
Same.
Its why I always prefer the guy to cum first, it makes everything easier from my perspective. I cum fairly easily straight after.
On the times I have cummed first, I too feel obligated to remain until they cum no matter what, regardless of what I am feeling ie wanting to leave. I think its very unfair and not right for me to not do so. Everyone is different. This is just my opinion.
I’ve been craving big, cut, shaved cocks lately because of all the porn I’ve been watching because of covid. I can’t believe how hard my cock throbs and how much precum i drip looking at perfect cocks like that. I still lust after women when I’m out and about. It’s these perfect porn cocks that are getting me really curious about playing with one.That pretty much sums it up for me too. The size is just such a turn on. Like, just the thrill of knowing that such big dicks exist in your very town etc.
I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!
I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...
View attachment 1276561
Everyone is different.Thee are probably very few guys who, if they're honest and unrestrained by conditioning or fear of exposure, could resist the pull of a cock like that. It's hypnotic and magnetic, and taking it into your hand or your mouth feels like the most powerful instinct in the world.
Everyone is different.
For me its not really about fear of exposure, but rather I prefer being "intimate" ie cuddling or talking with a woman after sex. I have never had that with a guy and never really cared to. Yes, MM sex is hypnotic and magnetic, but once I cum, its over till I get that urge or feeling again.
Not uncommon at all.
If I am with a guy once I cum my desire wains; I have got my head around the repulsion that I used to have and am now able stay with a guy longer after cuming to the extent where if its the right guy all night
U have any close male friendsI have never sucked a cock yet... But, I would love to find a friend that would let me . I always jack to trans porn...sometimes gay porn... But, after I get off, I quickly change over to straight porn. Back when I was growing up , I think 95 % of gay people lived in the closet. Very few people that are gay hide it anymore. When I do find someone to hook-up with I would have to suck them off first. My problem is ...How do I get the nerve to do that...I'm a late bloomer on this...
Have you tried posting online? Here and several other sites offer the opportunity to introduce yourself and then get a chat going with another similar person in your area. You can be as careful as you need with personal information to start.I have never sucked a cock yet... But, I would love to find a friend that would let me . I always jack to trans porn...sometimes gay porn... But, after I get off, I quickly change over to straight porn. Back when I was growing up , I think 95 % of gay people lived in the closet. Very few people that are gay hide it anymore. When I do find someone to hook-up with I would have to suck them off first. My problem is ...How do I get the nerve to do that...I'm a late bloomer on this...