Curious about cock but then cum and back to straight

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So this is the first time I've been open about this anywhere, so in a safe environment, I'm glad to be able to share this.

But I've only had female partners with some experimental circle jerks with some college mates. I've always been curious about cock and tried sucking on one once and just liked how it felt (hard and the mushroom head).

Now I've only eaten out pussy aside from that and I love pussy to say the least. Now whenever I jerk off to bodybuilder porn (MF/Male solos), since I'm a amateur bodybuilder myself, I get attracted to both the man's physique/dick & the female (putting it insider her and making out with her).

But whenever I cum on a male solo, I go back to straight since I feel so repulsed by the male figure afterwards and then it's just a repeat cycle depending on the day of when I get horny.

Am I the only one who feels this way? I know I'm not gay since I don't want a relationship with another man, but I'm just too horny all the time and I don't care where it comes from lol.

Thanks for reading this.
Youre not alone. Thanks for sharing.
 

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I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!

I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...

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That pretty much sums it up for me too. The size is just such a turn on. Like, just the thrill of knowing that such big dicks exist in your very town etc.
 

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I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!

I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...

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Its funny. I think it's normal for men, naturally, to have their sex drives desires die down after cumming. Mines dies down when watching porn and cumming. I stop the videos and life goes on for the next 10 minutes... because then I'm horny again! hahaha!

But when hooking up, that behavior completely changes with me. I want to have a "build down" at least as good as the build up to climax. With girls, it's mostly a given. Not sure if woman feel that's how it is or maybe they're still very horny, but I usually end with kissing or a good hug and caressing her back or head.

So when I first started flirting with guys, I experienced that "building is on fire" situation. At this point, I make sure I make it clear BEFORE hooking up. I'm SLOW. 15 minutes won't be enough for me, if I'm gonna make the effort to go with you, it must be worth it. This has given me fewer encounters but bigger satisfactions. Nothing is better than cumming and then feel the energy flow out of your body as you're being hugged.
 

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Yes, most guys I have hooked up with are "building on fire" after they cum. They can't seem to get their clothes on and get out fast enough... or kick me out fast enough! But I have found that if i cum first, I feel an obligation to make sure they get what they are looking for.

One time I hooked up where we both took turns sucking cock. He took mine out and got me all hard, then unveiled his hard dick. We compared sizes... mine was longer than his, but he was very proud that his was thicker! The guy then continued sucking me and got me to climax in his mouth, so my driving desire for cock waned...

But I knew he had the desire to fuck me bareback. We had discussed it beforehand and made sure we evaluated risks and such. He was a male nurse and very aware of his status, and I had been very careful as well. So despite having had my desire for cock met I was more than happy to fulfill his.

He wanted me to ride him, so he laid down on the floor and I squatted over his hard cock. I felt the head pop inside. I never had a guy cum in me, and was determined to experience actually being bred. I slowly worked up my momentum up and down, started to work my hips front and back, and would clench my ass muscles around his shaft, gripping him tight so his plump head was prevented from coming out. I was literally trying to milk his cock as I rode him! He was moaning in pleasure and I was getting turned on again, feeling like a cock whore who couldn't get enough. I wanted his cum inside me!

Sadly, someone came to the door and interrupted our fun. We scrambled for clothes and that was the end! I still think of it and hope to fuck a nice cock to eruptive bliss someday. I want to have cum dripping from my ass!
 

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Yes, most guys I have hooked up with are "building on fire" after they cum. They can't seem to get their clothes on and get out fast enough... or kick me out fast enough! But I have found that if i cum first, I feel an obligation to make sure they get what they are looking for.

Same.

Its why I always prefer the guy to cum first, it makes everything easier from my perspective. I cum fairly easily straight after.

On the times I have cummed first, I too feel obligated to remain until they cum no matter what, regardless of what I am feeling ie wanting to leave. I think its very unfair and not right for me to not do so. Everyone is different. This is just my opinion.
 

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Same.

Its why I always prefer the guy to cum first, it makes everything easier from my perspective. I cum fairly easily straight after.

On the times I have cummed first, I too feel obligated to remain until they cum no matter what, regardless of what I am feeling ie wanting to leave. I think its very unfair and not right for me to not do so. Everyone is different. This is just my opinion.


Agreed. thats why when I play with a guy I like to do mutual jacking and oral. like a laying down 69 etc, so we can kinda get there at the same time. It generally takes me a long time to cum tho lol. But I usually only hook up with dudes that are hung at my size or bigger, and i have a big-cock fetish. So it turns me on to keep working on their cock as well as mine lol.

On the flip-side I've played with dudes that are just happy to suck cock and get me off so that works too but it doesnt turn me on to suck if they arent hung.
 

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That pretty much sums it up for me too. The size is just such a turn on. Like, just the thrill of knowing that such big dicks exist in your very town etc.
I’ve been craving big, cut, shaved cocks lately because of all the porn I’ve been watching because of covid. I can’t believe how hard my cock throbs and how much precum i drip looking at perfect cocks like that. I still lust after women when I’m out and about. It’s these perfect porn cocks that are getting me really curious about playing with one.
 
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I find a lot of guys seem to have this issue. When I used to hook up, as soon as anyone came, they seemed to act like the building was on fire and couldn't leave fast enough. I would have tremendous guilt and wonder, "what the "F" are you doing!" in my mind!

I would commit to stop doing it, but eventually the desire and craving would get the best of me and I would seek out another big cock experience. How can one resist the pull of a big, thick, HARD cock like this...

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Thee are probably very few guys who, if they're honest and unrestrained by conditioning or fear of exposure, could resist the pull of a cock like that. It's hypnotic and magnetic, and taking it into your hand or your mouth feels like the most powerful instinct in the world.
 
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Thee are probably very few guys who, if they're honest and unrestrained by conditioning or fear of exposure, could resist the pull of a cock like that. It's hypnotic and magnetic, and taking it into your hand or your mouth feels like the most powerful instinct in the world.
Everyone is different.

For me its not really about fear of exposure, but rather I prefer being "intimate" ie cuddling or talking with a woman after sex. I have never had that with a guy and never really cared to. Yes, MM sex is hypnotic and magnetic, but once I cum, its over till I get that urge or feeling again.
 
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Everyone is different.

For me its not really about fear of exposure, but rather I prefer being "intimate" ie cuddling or talking with a woman after sex. I have never had that with a guy and never really cared to. Yes, MM sex is hypnotic and magnetic, but once I cum, its over till I get that urge or feeling again.

Yes, but I think cock worship is a pretty universal urge — probably more so among males than females — and your reactions don’t contradict that. We can all be slightly disgusted with our own behaviour at times, but we’re still driven to do it.
 

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Not uncommon at all.

If I am with a guy once I cum my desire wains; I have got my head around the repulsion that I used to have and am now able stay with a guy longer after cuming to the extent where if its the right guy all night

Great thread! Thanks everyone here for helping me understand a "straight" fuck buddy - big chuck of married dad with two kids, working in a very macho business. One of those guys you would never suspect of having any affinity to M2M sex.

When we first met a number of years back, it was a happy ending massage meet (I love massaging stocky masculine married guys, and watch them explode with an orgasm their wives can never give). Neither of us was disappointed - he enjoyed a mind-blowing ejaculation, and I enjoyed watching it. But that's when the "building's on fire" moment set in - he did apologize that he always switched completely back to straight once he shot his load but couldn't help it.

After a few meets - and as my knowledge of his body improved (each guy gets worked up differently) - he got so horny that he grabbed my cock. Of course I warned him "either you jerk me till the end, or don't work me up!" To his honor, he did awkwardly jerk me off once he got close. Without telling, I could see it was his first time, getting another guy's sperm in his hand. (Other than me, he has only one suck buddy who loves sucking him off)

From time to time we even went after the fun for a beer, like fraternity bros. (For me it's kinda funny, that we are indeed like normal friends and share a lot in common once we are dressed - just that one more thing I don't share with other normal good friends...)

This year he was enjoying that sensation from his prostate so much that he asked "do you want to fuck me?"
I just couldn't resist that, fucking a big macho guy with a thick 8" cock (ah, sorry, forgot to mention that detail!). I could see from his face that he was in nirvana, once I managed to stick it in, and began to rub his prostate with my cock. I could tell several times he was close, so I actually slowed down to make sure I didn't "hang myself out to dry", so to speak...
I was so glad I managed to make him shoot 1-2 seconds after I started cumming (yeah, years of playing with his manhood helped!). But then this time around I could feel a bit of awkwardness, the naked conversation between us while cleaning up. That said, on his way out, he did say "hey, you're really gifted with the latest-generation techniques!"

Can't wait for his next business trip in town.
 

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I have never sucked a cock yet... But, I would love to find a friend that would let me . I always jack to trans porn...sometimes gay porn... But, after I get off, I quickly change over to straight porn. Back when I was growing up , I think 95 % of gay people lived in the closet. Very few people that are gay hide it anymore. When I do find someone to hook-up with I would have to suck them off first. My problem is ...How do I get the nerve to do that...I'm a late bloomer on this...
 

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I have never sucked a cock yet... But, I would love to find a friend that would let me . I always jack to trans porn...sometimes gay porn... But, after I get off, I quickly change over to straight porn. Back when I was growing up , I think 95 % of gay people lived in the closet. Very few people that are gay hide it anymore. When I do find someone to hook-up with I would have to suck them off first. My problem is ...How do I get the nerve to do that...I'm a late bloomer on this...
U have any close male friends
 

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I have never sucked a cock yet... But, I would love to find a friend that would let me . I always jack to trans porn...sometimes gay porn... But, after I get off, I quickly change over to straight porn. Back when I was growing up , I think 95 % of gay people lived in the closet. Very few people that are gay hide it anymore. When I do find someone to hook-up with I would have to suck them off first. My problem is ...How do I get the nerve to do that...I'm a late bloomer on this...
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