i'm a sinner!!!
i couldn't hold out any longer and i masturbated today. i feel very bad, because i know i've risked the success of the surgery with this. but in the last four days sex was all i could think of and i've reached the point where the hormones completely took over the rational mind...
during orgasm i felt the wounds inside with pain, which is totally normal since the healing is not over yet. i just hope i didn't messed up the stitches with this :frown1:
that would really suck...
at least i got it out of my system for the next 2-3 weeks.. but i definitely need more self-control!
anyway, i took some photos, this is how i look two weeks after the surgery
i couldn't hold out any longer and i masturbated today. i feel very bad, because i know i've risked the success of the surgery with this. but in the last four days sex was all i could think of and i've reached the point where the hormones completely took over the rational mind...
during orgasm i felt the wounds inside with pain, which is totally normal since the healing is not over yet. i just hope i didn't messed up the stitches with this :frown1:
that would really suck...
at least i got it out of my system for the next 2-3 weeks.. but i definitely need more self-control!
anyway, i took some photos, this is how i look two weeks after the surgery