I am scheduled for a cystoscopy later this week and am very nervous and stressed out about it. I am EXTREMELY modest and am especially bothered by the thought of the nurse seeing and handling my penis. (Sounds silly, I know, but no woman has ever seen or touched me since my mom when I was a little kid.) Both extremes, getting bone or seeming small will humiliate me. I know, I know, they've seen it all and see genitalia in all its sizes and forms on a daily basis, BUT they haven't seen ME! Any practical suggestions for getting through this without a panic attack or coronary? If you've had one, how painful or uncomfortable was it? Thanks.