Update for everyone. So I went on my third date with a guy. Met up at a brewery, hung out had a good conversation. I go to hug him good by and he shows me pics of this Indian festival he went to and skipped past a dick pic. I said whoa. Who’s is that, he replies his I asked to see it again and then we started making out and the parking lot. He feels me get hard and starts rubbing it and then I asked to see if I could give him a blow job. So we did in his car in the parking lot. Which as a first for me in every sense of the word and then I asked him to return the favor and he did but not as long as I did. We made out and then I left and drove home. So that happened! It was exciting, I’m never that forward and I’m still stunned I did it. Again all of which was a first. So anyway that happened and I actually liked it and now I’m just siting here thinking “did I just do that???” I just followed my heart and the mood of the situation. I guess not bad for a first time. But crazy! Anyway I just wanted to share.