hi guys, what is your obsession with big dicks? how is your daily life about it? I needed the courage to ask why I end up admitting maybe I'm an addict. I realize that my life is dedicated to this, although I do not feel harmed, I mean that I lead a social and professional life without many problems because of this, except in some specific situations, such as looking at the dick of a person who should not, or ending up in a dangerous and distant place because of a big cock marking your pants, for example. I realize that I am totally vulnerable to a big dick. in sex, I run away from the little ones, the few big guys I have had I stay behind them, they get married, change countries and I can't get over it. I accumulate frustrations because most of those who drive me crazy when I see them, I can't even suck. here in brazil despite having the most beautiful, sexy and exposed men, the false religious moralism is also immense and that prevents me from at least sucking them off. the fact that I only like big ones makes me question myself if I suffer from it, because I spend months without being bottom if I don't find a big one, accumulating desires. I know what I'm talking about because I've had enough small sticks to know what I'm saying. my first anal orgasm was with an 8 inch thick. I cried and moaned like a baby. it is an intense trance difficult to describe that I always look for in sex, although it takes time, because big dicks are rare and are usually compromised. the biggest one I had is 10 inches but religion took me away from me 2 years ago, I miss him a lot. he is in the second wife because he said that the first could not take it (as most women are silly!). it entered me and my precum dripped like an open tap, dripped down my legs, it is something close to mandingo. furthermore i collect HD videos of these god actors like Mandingo, Sly Diggler, Chris Charming, Danny D ... I want to know if I found my place here or did I miss the point a little in this source of pleasure? if I need help or something ... does anyone identify? if so how is your day-to-day life with that?