Its been almost a year now since I had my first relationship...he basically took all my firsts accept virginity....including first kiss and so forth. My problem is that no matter what i do I cannot seem to get over him, no matter how much he treated me like crap, or was emotionally abusive or even the fact that he just used me and pretty much ignores me now..... I dont know why, and Ive tried figuring it out....
Is it just the fact he was my first? He is probably like a 5-6 out of a 10 on looks, and he wasnt phenominal at anything else... I cant see anything thats really THAT great about him....yet everytime im around him its always akward or i get jealous or whatever...urgh stupid people
Is it just the fact he was my first? He is probably like a 5-6 out of a 10 on looks, and he wasnt phenominal at anything else... I cant see anything thats really THAT great about him....yet everytime im around him its always akward or i get jealous or whatever...urgh stupid people