as you may recall, I posted a thread a few days ago asking advice about some very strong feelings and desires that I have towards big cocks... I really appreciate everyone's thoughts and advice, and because of that I would like to keep you updated on what has happened. I came clean with my wife and told her everything, and although it felt good to be completely honest with her, she did not take it as a good thing. She has since moved out and said that she needs time to take this all in and decide if she wants to try and continue. I was so mad, sad, angry, and full of other emotions that I went out to one of the local gay clubs and decided that if these big cock fantasies were going to ruin my marriage, I might as well figure out if it's worth it. I found a very nice, good looking and understanding guy, also bisexual, with a huge cock (10X6) who was also looking for a friend. To make a long (no pun intended) story short, we went back to his place and I spent a good hour and a half exploring his cock and sucking him off. Holy shit, it was fucking amazing!! And when he shot his huge load all over my face it just sent me over the edge... I swear to God I've never had that strong of an orgasm... As of today I still haven't heard anything from my wife, and I have a message on my phone from this guy asking if we can get together sometime soon to see about taking things further... I'll keep you all updated, but I have to say that reality has lived up to my fantasy so far in every way possible, and I am honestly really looking forward to exploring them more with this guy... damn, his cock is awesome!!