Dude, I've been sympathetic to your plight, but you're teetering on that fine line between admirer and stalker. While he may occasionally "sleep" through a blowjob, more often than not, it seems, you're touching him solely to satisfy your own needs and desires without regard to his feelings on the matter. My STRONG advice is to cut it out before you find yourself jailed for sexual abuse.
i guess ill have to be more careful next time..ill take your words on that..selfish of me to think that he will want it all the time..i dont know but since that time i saw the messages about him being addicted and everything,nothing has happened between us and i must have lost control of myself...i was scared to death when he woke up...