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My first time with a guy wasn't graceful. He wasn't large, rather average and is a top. He's more of an alpha male type, which was scary at first, but he never hurt me. The thing is that he was older and a bit bossy. I dumped him because I felt I learned what I needed and my friend said he was just using me because of my autism and my status in my trousers. I don't have many friends, but when it came down to it they were there and we had fun on this weekend's camping trip. He got close on a few occasions and he made some advances that seemed nice.
The thing is, I don't know know if I should agree to see him. Yes, he's a bit of a brute, but maybe he means well. If a relationship with someone who won't switch and pins me most of the time only satisfies half of your interests in sex, is it worth it? I don't want to be told what to do, but that's everyone I know. I've never mounted a guy and he won't let me try with him, not even with a toy. I guess he is set in his ways. And someone like me who is nonverbal and autistic doesn't have many options. What do you guys think?
The thing is, I don't know know if I should agree to see him. Yes, he's a bit of a brute, but maybe he means well. If a relationship with someone who won't switch and pins me most of the time only satisfies half of your interests in sex, is it worth it? I don't want to be told what to do, but that's everyone I know. I've never mounted a guy and he won't let me try with him, not even with a toy. I guess he is set in his ways. And someone like me who is nonverbal and autistic doesn't have many options. What do you guys think?