My sexual preferences change drastically from before I've jacked off to after. Before, I can get SO turned on by the thought of sucking a guy. I literally get the feeling that if there was a cock right in front of my face at that moment I would not hesitate to grab it and suck until his eye balls pop out. When I come, there's no chance in hell I would want to have anything to do with a cock of any kind - at all. This is very problematic for me. I feel like I want to explore my sexuality and try stuff, but I am discouraged from doing it because I know that I will be 100 % (literally) turned off once I come. Has anyone else experienced the same thing? Any advice? Thanks.