Long time lurker, first time poster. I recently broke up with my girlfriend, let's just say for being dishonest. However, now I'm just disappointed about it sexually more than anything. I can't really have a purely sexual relationship with her without it turning back into dating relationship, so that's out of the question. Of all the women I've ever been with, she has been by far the most capable of handling me. I'm by no means enormous, a bit under 9", but there have only been two women who ever deepthroated me, she was one of them. And she was the only one who did it consistently, the other girl was just a fluke. She's one of few women that I could really go at it with hard and she usually wouldnt feel too hurt about it, shed actually enjoy it and tell me to! Now, I'm kind of in a rut. I go out and want to meet new women, but I'm constantly thinking about how its just gonna get back to less pleasurable sex with random people. How the hell do I get past that? I want to put myself in the mindset of not thinking about this girl and our past sex life.