I have always been attracted to beautiful women and will always be on the hunt for the best package of finesse and grace..My affinity towards men happened because of curiosity .I was always curious about other male anatomy, and thoughts I guess because of the lack of male counterparts, brothers father figure friends.I have tried to have something with guys but find it such a turn off when I see the stereo typical signs of a lustful gay man. I still have a dream of just falling in love and for love sake not gender..I am confused can someone with an understanding that is greater than mine. Help define this issue?