So it has been a while since I broke up with my ex. which for me was a very good thing. I'm not depressed about it even though it was a lengthy relationship. (2.5 - 3 years.) Don't remember.) and he was older than me. When I look back at it, I get angry about how things turned out and then I just laugh, cause it's pointless to think about it. It's not like you want to think about it but it just pops in your head from time to time. And I find it hard to believe when someone says "I've never experienced this" I hate bastard for what he did to me but i laugh about it. I was stupid to be with someone like him. Polar opposites. and don't perceive this as me dwelling in the past. I move on with my life, it just happens when he pops in my head. I'm not asking for advice. Just a topic to talk about. If anyone wants to talk about it. and it was my first real relationship.