I'm gonna try to answer your question a little bit better, or more seriously.
If in fact you do mean "is it sexier to you to swallow semen after fellatio resulting in an orgasm with a man with whom you are in love"
Then my answer is yea, kinda. I mean, I think it's sexy and empowering and if I am really in love (only a few times for me), i enjoy the pleasure it gives him, if that's his thing
Semen is generally distasteful, but I find that if there is a diet of limited meat and processed foods with plenty of fruit consumption, it tastes better. Lots of greens, too, tend to lessen that bleachy or bitter aftertaste.