I feel a bigger man is more masculine than me. I have never felt I had a masculine presence, being a very slender built 5'-8" and 145lbs, i have always felt boyish. A big cock makes me feel submissive.
I have even thought of trying cross dressing for a married guy i service through a glory hole. I wonder if he would forgo the glory hole if i had a long wig and stockings. I think my legs look pretty good in them.