On the first note, NEVER !!! I cannot imagine how this is fathomable.
The other I would agree with, though I never thought you were so anal-retentive lol .
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As for myself, I have always been endowed with creative and artistic talents, the only one I cannot do is DRAW, even stick figures are a challenge for me lol.
When I started taking piano, I was playing Fur Elise in 6 months, any student of the piano knows how monumental that is, so in that regard one could call that talent "God given" or innate.
Same thing with singing and dancing, expressive writing and poetry, all came very naturally and easily to me.
I also have a very keen intuition which sometimes in the past I have dismissed to my peril
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