I used to love being watched. So much that I was seriously addicted. It came to a point where I decided I was wanking so often on cam that it was interfering with the rest of my life! So I smashed the cam and threw it out.
I loved having as many people as possible watching me. There used to be a good Yahoo room called "Biggest Cock on Cam". I liked it because it seemed to have the highest number of females willing to accept my cam invitations. I don't think I ever would have been the Biggest in the room, but the fun was in being judged and compared by the women present. I love having my cock commented upon, especially in an intelligent, analytical manner.
I could do this for many, many hours on end - sometimes for almost a whole day. After wanking for that long I would have a massive, unbelieveably good orgasm, and shoot a lot of cum a long distance.
The orgasm would be especially good if I had a girl on her mic, urging me on, giving commentary as I fucked my fist. After that, my balls would ache for hours afterwards.
I wasn't able to do this every day - after a massive orgasm, I'd have trouble getting hard for a coulple of days afterwards. If I tried to wank on cam I'd get a lot of negative comments - my cock doesn't look nearly as good when it can't get fully hard.
When Yahoo shut down the user rooms, I wasn't able to find that sort of fun so easily. I still spent a lot of time wanking on cam, but not to as many people. In the end I decided the cam was ruling my life and it was time for it to go.
I still frequent Yahoo chat sometimes, but I don't use it to wank very often. I do sometimes ask women if they'd like to see a photo of my cock. Sometimes this is all the conversation needs, and sometimes they ask me to get on cam. It's a bit dissapointing for both of us for me to tell her that I threw my cam out, but I know I don't need that sort of distraction in my life anymore.
