I've never been fucked. I'm married and I've told my wife I love toys and have left them in view. they are large and I love the feel of a large toy in my ass so much that I spend hours, on and off, fucking myself throughout the day. My wife is not so much into sex but she is ok with my kinks. I often fantasize about cock, watching porn and sometimes looking at Craigslist wanting to hook up. again, I've never done it, mostly for fear of bringing back problems for my wife. I also think about losing my wife whim I love. A fantasy is that she wants me to do it for her but that's just fantasy and would never happen.
I've thought about joining the gym because they have a sauna and I've read that there is sex in there.
I'm not gay but I would really like to suck and get fucked by multiple cocks, even taking loads in my ass. seems dangerous, though.
maybe someday I try. these posts get me very horny so thanks for that