I have one friend who claims to be straight but I think may be gay or bisexual and I wonder about him. Nothing will ever happen between us, ever, (I'm married to a man) but I feel positive he has thought about it, and I find the way he looks at me awfully suspicious.
The biggest thing was when I made my sillygayboy youtube channel and then at work guys acted all kinds of weird around me. There were men who laughed when they saw me (I made really dumb silly videos) or they hid behind things to talk about me or watch me or might point me out to someone. I made a video of having bloody tissue pulled out of my nose after a septoplasty, totally as a joke, and it skyrocketed to 200,000 hits unexpectedly. I doubt anyone in my area has gotten something hit that high.
Had some idiot point out my channel at a martial arts place and they all got weird around me and I stopped going. Nobody ever told me, but it was obvious. That was kind of a bummer. The only sucky thing that happened. He was a moron and I came and paid for the month and told them I would keep going but never did and I think they were pissed at him for what he did. So I messed with them real good. He was just an idiot. Just made everyone uncomfortable doing that.
One married to a woman, guy I know, I feel 100% him and I have wanted to fuck since forever but it will never happened. He has made it more then obvious. This guy is not straight, but living the straight life. He doesn't even try to hide it. I have caught him looking at me so many times.
I live in an area of Arkansas which is pretty liberal except for a small amount of Christian morons, which people know to avoid. (Mostly Baptists). It's actually much more tolerant then my experience around Mexicans and my parents in Los Angeles was. They were Christians.
I do wish I had friends that we could just go skinny dipping in a way or other stuff, but this is a very non nudity area so there is no way for that to happen. Even gyms here have one shower in a locked bathroom for one person. Enjoy naked free time while you can fellas, you might move someplace where there is none. I never thought that would be so temporary. I might have enjoyed it in the city more.