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I’m 28 and after experimenting for my entire adult life until now, I’ve come to the following conclusion about my sexuality. I like men and women for different reasons and different times.
I yearn for dad figures for intimacy. I love to watch them shower and pee and get dressed and I love to hold them and be held against a hairy older man. I love to subtle dominance, a gentile squeeze of reassurance on the back of my neck or a push on the small of my back to tell me to walk in front of them. I love their decisiveness and the feeling of being chosen as special and protected by them. I don’t yearn for them sexually though. I like to watch them fuck women in porn but I don’t want to be kissed or touched in that way myself. Yet thinking about them uses 90% of my interest. I’m jealous of women with they with these dad types, and of the kids that got to be raised by them.
With women, I like pussy and them physically, I like being in that dominant roll when I’m feeling up to it, but they emotionally turn me off completely. The way they talk and even look at me sometimes kills my buzz, I don’t find them interesting or watch to watch them shower or change or do any of the things I want to be involved with older dad type men. Things I know other 28 year old men probably jack off too.
Again I have experimented and this is as far as I got. Has anyone else felt like this? I have talked with therapists and have gotten a range of responses. It’s just infuriating because I’m never quite satisfied.
Thanks in advance
I yearn for dad figures for intimacy. I love to watch them shower and pee and get dressed and I love to hold them and be held against a hairy older man. I love to subtle dominance, a gentile squeeze of reassurance on the back of my neck or a push on the small of my back to tell me to walk in front of them. I love their decisiveness and the feeling of being chosen as special and protected by them. I don’t yearn for them sexually though. I like to watch them fuck women in porn but I don’t want to be kissed or touched in that way myself. Yet thinking about them uses 90% of my interest. I’m jealous of women with they with these dad types, and of the kids that got to be raised by them.
With women, I like pussy and them physically, I like being in that dominant roll when I’m feeling up to it, but they emotionally turn me off completely. The way they talk and even look at me sometimes kills my buzz, I don’t find them interesting or watch to watch them shower or change or do any of the things I want to be involved with older dad type men. Things I know other 28 year old men probably jack off too.
Again I have experimented and this is as far as I got. Has anyone else felt like this? I have talked with therapists and have gotten a range of responses. It’s just infuriating because I’m never quite satisfied.
Thanks in advance