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Hi everyone!
I am a 36 year old female currently living in Southern Mississippi. I've been completely in awe of large penises since my earliest sexual memories. Truth be told, I have had sex with men who were above average in size and it was not very enjoyable. I suspect it had a lot to do with technique and patience on his part. Even if I find it painful at the time, I like to reminisce after the fact and the unsatisfying encounter does not leave me with regrets.
Now that I am older I find that I am literally obsessed with sex, could be the hormones for sure. I am begining to suspect that it isn't so much the size that is such a turn on, but the feeling of being completely dominated that appeals to me so much. I want it to hurt a bit and I want my lover to know it hurts and to keep fucking me anyway. Not in a cruel and sadistic manner mind you, but in a way that lets me know in no uncertain terms that he has no intention of stopping. Kindly, but firmly if you get my meaning.
I have never been into handcuffs, whips, or the traditional bondage/sadomasochism scene, but this form of domination really appeals to me.
Do you find this unusual or unappealing in any way? And is there anyone in the deep south willing to very discretely accommodate my fantasy? :01:
I am a 36 year old female currently living in Southern Mississippi. I've been completely in awe of large penises since my earliest sexual memories. Truth be told, I have had sex with men who were above average in size and it was not very enjoyable. I suspect it had a lot to do with technique and patience on his part. Even if I find it painful at the time, I like to reminisce after the fact and the unsatisfying encounter does not leave me with regrets.
Now that I am older I find that I am literally obsessed with sex, could be the hormones for sure. I am begining to suspect that it isn't so much the size that is such a turn on, but the feeling of being completely dominated that appeals to me so much. I want it to hurt a bit and I want my lover to know it hurts and to keep fucking me anyway. Not in a cruel and sadistic manner mind you, but in a way that lets me know in no uncertain terms that he has no intention of stopping. Kindly, but firmly if you get my meaning.
I have never been into handcuffs, whips, or the traditional bondage/sadomasochism scene, but this form of domination really appeals to me.
Do you find this unusual or unappealing in any way? And is there anyone in the deep south willing to very discretely accommodate my fantasy? :01: