Hey all, I posted maybe a while back about the issues I was having with my wife's weight and her lack of trying to do anything about it.
Well, it finally came to a head over a month ago,(long story short) we moved back from AL last May, I asked her to get a job she never did, now it's a year later, I gave her a choice job or get out, soooooo she got out. Now I found out that all my bills are past due/late/overlimit etc-you get the point, which makes me wonder if all of this may not have been planned--does that makes any sense.
well, bottom line, I recently started seeing an old female friend, who is nearly half the size of my wife, was sex always supposed to be this good???????
I've been using condoms-of course-don't need any more kids, (and using condoms has always put a leash on me, allowing me to go for a long ass time)
not knocking the larger woman but the fucking is so much more intense and I'm not handicapped by things that certian women(sizewize) cannot do.....
I'm doing the things I've wanted to, dreamed of, I'm having things done to me I've only imagined of..........
I don't know what I'm really saying except that I'm having the best sex I have ever had in my life(I'm 32-is that sad?) and since this girl is so little, it's alot easier to get her off,I swear I made her cum 5-6 times the other nite--her arms went numb and she couldn't feel her face......! I can't explain how that makes ME feel!
Is it wrong that I might feel a lil selfish about wanting to feel like this?
I begged my wife for years to take some pride in herself and now I don't want to feel like I'm the bad guy, I guess I just need to vent as this is the first time I've really vocalized this........
Well, it finally came to a head over a month ago,(long story short) we moved back from AL last May, I asked her to get a job she never did, now it's a year later, I gave her a choice job or get out, soooooo she got out. Now I found out that all my bills are past due/late/overlimit etc-you get the point, which makes me wonder if all of this may not have been planned--does that makes any sense.
well, bottom line, I recently started seeing an old female friend, who is nearly half the size of my wife, was sex always supposed to be this good???????
I've been using condoms-of course-don't need any more kids, (and using condoms has always put a leash on me, allowing me to go for a long ass time)
not knocking the larger woman but the fucking is so much more intense and I'm not handicapped by things that certian women(sizewize) cannot do.....
I'm doing the things I've wanted to, dreamed of, I'm having things done to me I've only imagined of..........
I don't know what I'm really saying except that I'm having the best sex I have ever had in my life(I'm 32-is that sad?) and since this girl is so little, it's alot easier to get her off,I swear I made her cum 5-6 times the other nite--her arms went numb and she couldn't feel her face......! I can't explain how that makes ME feel!
Is it wrong that I might feel a lil selfish about wanting to feel like this?
I begged my wife for years to take some pride in herself and now I don't want to feel like I'm the bad guy, I guess I just need to vent as this is the first time I've really vocalized this........