Hi. I have always being a gay man attracted to older (hung) men. Lately, with this Covid thing and being locked at home, away from my partner of 2 and half years (I live in Miami and he lives back in Europe) I have being more and more attracted to straight porn with slim black girls being fucked and close ups of black pussies. The thinking of fucking a girl and going balls deeps turns me on more and more. I only had 2 sex with 2 women in my life. Both gorgeous blond Russian girls back in Moscow where I lived for many years. One of those girls was married and I started fooling around with her husband first. Then at some point he suggested that I’d fuck his wife. I was very curious and so I remember taking a viagra. It worked fine. I was turned on and I banged her doggy style even though I didn’t cum. I was just there banging a pussy that was offered to me soggy style. Never saw her face.... just a fine lady bent over and I fucked her for about 5 mins.
We decided to Do it again and this time I wanted to eat her pussy but I found it not smelling nice and i couldn’t get hard. A total disappointment.
Fast forwarding. I run into relationships without giving myself time to be comfort with myself and enjoy some freedom for a while. This Covid thing has being a blessing for me. I come from work, I have some wine, I smoke Some weed And I start watching more and more straight porn with black girls and close ups of their pussies creaming and i can go for hours till I bust a couple of huge loads. I’m comfort with myself and being able to explore.
So I find myself checking out girls more and more often. There’s this skinny girl who works at a gas station about 10 miles from my home and I drive there at night o refuel my car and I love to check her out and I imagine myself eating her pussy and banging her. The idea of paying a hooker to come to my place and eat her out and fuck her has being on my head for a while. I just don’t know how to make it come true. Sometimes I wanna drive around Miami and bring a girl home, pay her and fuck the shit out of her. I think I’m ready.
I just turned 40 years old and I think I’m going through a phase where I really want to explore my straight side.
Any tips from other bi guys? Does it happens to anyone else here? How do you do? hugs.
We decided to Do it again and this time I wanted to eat her pussy but I found it not smelling nice and i couldn’t get hard. A total disappointment.
Fast forwarding. I run into relationships without giving myself time to be comfort with myself and enjoy some freedom for a while. This Covid thing has being a blessing for me. I come from work, I have some wine, I smoke Some weed And I start watching more and more straight porn with black girls and close ups of their pussies creaming and i can go for hours till I bust a couple of huge loads. I’m comfort with myself and being able to explore.
So I find myself checking out girls more and more often. There’s this skinny girl who works at a gas station about 10 miles from my home and I drive there at night o refuel my car and I love to check her out and I imagine myself eating her pussy and banging her. The idea of paying a hooker to come to my place and eat her out and fuck her has being on my head for a while. I just don’t know how to make it come true. Sometimes I wanna drive around Miami and bring a girl home, pay her and fuck the shit out of her. I think I’m ready.
I just turned 40 years old and I think I’m going through a phase where I really want to explore my straight side.
Any tips from other bi guys? Does it happens to anyone else here? How do you do? hugs.