This might be a long post... I am on a crossroad now. I have to choose between an uncertain dream or a certain requirement. Since I did my bachelor, I have been dreaming to do Forensic Psychology, but it's not available in my country, so I was planning to do it abroad. When I graduated, I applied for this one scholarship to do masters, and I was accepted, on a condition that I could secure a seat for graduate prog in 4 months. It's great, at least I could do a masters program, but the scholarship provider didn't allow me to go abroad, which means my dream to do Forensic Psychology was gone. If I'm to receive the scholarship, it's for a masters program in Social Work, which is not my interest at all. However, still, another good thing about this scholarship is that I'd have a job after finishing my masters, because I'll be a lecturer, which is good. And I accepted it, I thought this kind of opportunity only comes once. Until lately, I heard a news that I could apply for a scholarship, another one, by Turkish government where I could further my masters at Turkey. When I searched for Forensic Psychology prog, Turkey has one! So, I was happy and thought of applying for the scholarship, especially when the scholarship provider said that my CGPA is good and I am very likely to be accepted as one of the recipients. Until yesterday I found out that the amount I will be receiving for the scholarship is little that it will hardly cover my meal for the month. I will only receive 220 Turkish Lira and it won't be enough. Especially after graduation there'll be no job secure for me. So, I really have to think twice about applying this, but when I think again, it's my dream. It's Forensic Psychology, and it's finally there, waiting for me to apply. So, whether I apply for Turkey with a lot of uncertainties; finance-wise, job-wise, life-wise but Forensic Psychology, or continue for the former scholarship; finance ok, job ok, life in Malaysia, but Social Work and no change is allowed... If you were in my position, what would you do? Will you fight for your dream? Or will you settle with the stable one? I always believe in fighting for your dream but this one is too risky to be fought for... Thank you for your kind replies.