@ jeff. Thanks for the post, and the advise, I really appreciate it. But, there are some things I have to specify, I guess, I'm not from Canada, I met her in my country of origin a couple of months prior to the move, so I don't know if I'll see her again, and because of the move most of our relationship developed on e-mail and MSN. I don't know anyone else, just the people I go to school with, and I would call them good friends, I have never been frinds with anyone else before her, I'm kind of a functioning antisocial, if that makes sense. So, I guess the relationship ran its natural course and hit a wall, maybe in the future will be different I don't know, hopefully it will, I love her dearly...I remember when I became depressed and practically fused with my bed for a month, she was the only one outside my family who was worried, I mean, I didn't go out at all, and when I got better I found a barrage of worried e-mails from her, because she hadn't heard anything from me for a while...so I don't know, I just hope she's happy, and she gets to do what she loves, and get out of that shitty country.