I do resent him to some degree. Maybe he was naive enough to think people wouldn’t find out the Fratpad stuff when he signed up to do The Real World. And they clearly set him up. The producers had to know about that stuff. And maybe he thought people wouldn’t see him sucking dick or taking it up the ass. Either way, his reaction was a mess. Whining about guys hitting on him, constantly declaring that he’s “not gay”. The gay panic and male insecurities were real, and he didn’t care if he came off homophobic. But he was cool using dudes for money and as ego boost. He was however hella young, and it was a long time ago.
Having said all that, he was probably the most appealing guy ever on Fratpad. Not too buff or skinny, a nice dick but not too intimidating, and just adorable rather than being a pretty boy. And of course, he knew how to shake that ass.