Were you attracted to other guys from a very very early age? Who was the earliest same sex attraction you can remember? Did you know you were gay from a very early age? What were you attracted to? I remember in kindergarden there was another boy named Darren whom I was very attracted to. I thought he was very handsome and remember wanting to be his friend because I thought he was cool. He transfered to another school so was gone by the time 1st grade rolled around. My other memory was in 3rd grade at the back to school night. I was instantly attracted to a fellow classmate's dad. Her father was very striking and all dressed up and I remember not being able to keep my eyes off him. I commented the next day that I thought Joanna's father was very good looking to some friends and that was the start of being in the closet. That same year I discovered a book on Roman statuary which depicted naked marble statues in Rome which I would sneak peeks through in the school library.