I love the term "an up and down guy". Yes, that describes my sexual life as well. Without going into too much detail, let me just say that when I was a child of 15 I made the unfortunate decision to pay a prostitute for sex. I couldn't get hard enough to fuck her, and I had to leave because other men were waiting. I was devastated, and thus began a long, slow process of dealing with psychological "impotence", as it was called in the 1960s. I ultimately won the psychological battle of up and downness, but it wasn't easy. And now that I'm almost 60 I'm entering a new phase...the physical side of ED. And let me tell you. This battle is sort of depressing too, but it's so much easier to conquer. Personally, I feel extremely lucky to be living in the pharmacological age. Cialis is a wonder drug, and Viagra is too. It hurts to pay the price, but I'm so amazed at the results that I just dig deep and do it. When these drugs are pulsing through my body, I can relax and get hard like I've never been able to in my life. My cock is better on these drugs than it was when I was young. The only problem I have with Cialis is that I can get hard way more than I can orgasm or use my cock, and that seems a waste. That's why I sometimes switch to Viagra. It's a four to eight hour window, and that seems like plenty of time these days. If only these drugs had been available when I was in my twenties...
