Hello, long time member, first post though. Something I've been meaning to do for a while now. I'm 33, in good health, don't smoke, but do drink daily. Before I get started here, it should be noted up front that I've been to the doc several times about this, even to a urology specialist with no success. I have noticed recently a complete and total loss of my urge for anything sexual, and I have no clue what has caused it or what to do about it. I did go through a divorce about 2 years ago that was very hard. She was one girl I couldn't be around, even just hugging her without getting hard. Now, though, it seems the only place I know I can get hard is in front of the computer looking at porn. And even that now has started to become a problem. I've been used to masturbating 3 or 4 times a day on average for the past decade with no problems, usually always to porn. When this problem started, I decided to curb my porn addiction for a while. That didn't work. Even just laying in bed after a week without seeing a tit or pussy still left me just limp. And I'm not talking just normal soft.. almost as though it's just a dangling piece of flesh, a shadow of it's once glory. I've even encountered this problem with girls I'm webcamming with. You wanna talk about embarrassing... this is the absolute worst of it. The doctor put me on viagra, and when I'm with a girl it usually works, but there are times that even viagra (100mg) does NOTHING! I literally stand there and he's absolutely dead. So, it's gotten down to the point that it's not just my erection that I'm having problems with, but even my libido. I can walk around the mall and check out all the cute gals and literally just have absolutely no interest in them. They are cute, I want them, but hell, my dick is just dead in the water, and I cant even get that pleasurable stirring in my hips that makes me hard in the first place. This problem has continued to get worse in the past few years to the point it is today. I've also noticed if I'm at work or something and suddenly make any rushed moves, say running 200 ft or something quickly, that I'll feel my dick get hard. It's not hard in the sense of a full erection, but rather it almost feels like one of those miniature hot dog links stuck in my skin (sorry, best way to describe it). As though the blood has all gelled up or something. It's usually shrunken up a bit and I can usually squeeze it though and it breaks up till it's back to it's usual soft self again. The only other thing I may add is that I have always masturbated the same way, by using my left hand over my shaft pulling what loose skin I have over my head (yes cut) while my right hand rubs my perineum. I started doing it like that when I was a teenager, and found that if done hard enough, the sensation of pleasure was overwhelming and I wouldn't actually ejaculate. If I did it too much, then going to the bathroom afterwards would actually cause a burning sensation. So, I even decided to stop doing that and to let myself cum all over. After a few weeks however that has stopped as well. I've even gone so far as to do a colon cleanse thing, and started eating more fruits and vegetables while cutting back on the alcohol. And yet... I can still see a damn hot gal and know if she were to strip down naked in front of me, I wouldn't even be able to get it up for her. It's taken a while for me to get the courage to post this, as it isn't what I'd call the best topic, but this is the only forum on the internet I know of that is dedicated to nothing but penis's. Does anybody have any suggestions as to what I can do to regain my old self again?