There are other threads here about this same topic, but i decided to start this topic for whatever reason.. Im in my early to mid 30s and have never been married and have not had many relationships with either sex. I am not a virgin in any sense. Overall Im probably bisexual as i really enjoy jacking off with other guys on cam; have not taken it offline yet, but could see doing so and doing everything but going all the way with a dude (yuck). When I j off with other dudes most time im thinking about me and him hooking up together with a chick; fantasy of mine not fulfilled. Recently I met this girl and was falling for her even amongst just two weeks of hanging out. She just got out of whacked relationship with someone like me but much more extreme. Im a guy who likes to be completely upfront but sharing this interest of mine would no doubt kill any hope of her and I be together. I want a wife, house, kids and would love to find a female who accepts I enjoy c2c with guys. Do these types of women exist or most ppl like me keep this stuff secret?