Hi all, Although i'm more of a lurker-kind-of-member, i'd really like to ventilate a few of my frustrations here on this board with you about the seemingly complex relationship i have with my dick. At 7.9 inches in length and 5.2 in girth i know that i statistically have a penis that is above average. The whopping 2 partners i've had the pleasure to share the bed with have both made countless very positive remarks about it. Nonetheless i still feel very inadequate and small. I'm so conscious about the size of my penis that it's in the back of my mind all day long. I'm so obsessed with it that if my girlfriend makes a remark about a random topic that has only the word ''penis'' in it, i can feel down all day long. Can you imagine what i feel like when she blurts out something about a former bed partner... Needless to say, these thoughts also affect my erection qualities. I do have rock hard erections when masturbating, and i also have nightly erections. I don't smoke, eat very healthy and work out 4 times a week. So it's nothing physiological i guess. With sex it's a different world. I am so anxious what somebody thinks when seeing or touching my penis that i shrivel up. When i do get hard i mostly can't get to a full erection unless i help myself with it. When fucking for a few minutes my dick gradually loses it's hardness to a 60% erection, at this point i have to help myself again to regain a full erection. This cycle ends when i cum. At 26 this is so frustrating the hell out of me. Why can't i be blessed with a penis that is even remotely aligned to what i sexually feel/desire. I have been diagnosed with failure anxiety and have had treatment in the past for a depression. Are there any members that can relate to this or maybe have glorious insights how to battle this?