I've been very aware of my sexuality from a very young age and even as young as 13 and 14 I used to fantasize about older middle aged men (Im talking men in their 30s and 40s,not older)..and I dont tink it did me any harm, didnt lose my virginity till i was 17. I had a mate who had such a sexy father, probly about 39-40 ish and whenever I'd go over to sleepovers I used to just fantasize about him walkin about naked with his fully developed floppy dick...even today, im 19, i still think about older men, i dunno why! In conclusion......one day my mate asked if I wanted to go swimming with him and his father and brother and I (obviously) said YES! It was the greatest thing ever...in the locker room he walked around freely with his nicely-sized penis flopping about and it was open showers so i got to see him soaping up his crown jewels and perfectly moulded ass cheeks!!Was such a brilliant experience and till this day he still looks A BIT like an older Brad Pitt...Was just wondering if anyone else has the same urges or experiences!!!! Spill the beans!