Ever have a missed opportunity in your past when it comes to a gay or bi encounter? thinking about it now saying ''if only i had said yes...''
i feel so stupid for missing those opportunities thinking about it now.
one of them was my school bully, he was popular athletic very masculine and sexy. he was a nightmare when i met him at school cause he would make my life so hard some days and i was always trying to avoid him.
one cold winter evening i was returning home and i run into him with his friend. tried to avoid him but he wanted to come tease me again. he did come close to me started being annoying and a bit violent when what i only wanted was to leave and go home. also his friend was with him, watching the whole scene. at some point we were in a dark small side-road and he said ''come on suck my dick now'' while he was touching his dick with his hand inside his pants. i'm pretty sure he would let me suck him if only i had said yes, but stupid me i said no. i was a virgin back then and i don't think i felt ready sucking a dick at that point even though i wanted to, plus the fact that his friend was there watching made me feel very embarrassed and he was my school bully, which i was afraid of and i wasn't sure if he actually meant it or just wanted to humiliate me back then and go tell everyone at school. i know he wanted it though. i still think about it sometimes and feel horny. if only i had said yes...
another time while i was in class a buff sexy guy we were in the same class with, totally randomly came to me and said ''would you like to give me a blowjob?'' but other students were also in the class and i felt very embarrassed so i just left. of course he was a horny teenager and i'm pretty sure he meant what he said but i could not say ''yeah come on i'll suck you no problem'' in front of my other classmates. if only he had asked me somewhere more privately i probably would have said yes.
i feel so stupid for missing those opportunities thinking about it now.
one of them was my school bully, he was popular athletic very masculine and sexy. he was a nightmare when i met him at school cause he would make my life so hard some days and i was always trying to avoid him.
one cold winter evening i was returning home and i run into him with his friend. tried to avoid him but he wanted to come tease me again. he did come close to me started being annoying and a bit violent when what i only wanted was to leave and go home. also his friend was with him, watching the whole scene. at some point we were in a dark small side-road and he said ''come on suck my dick now'' while he was touching his dick with his hand inside his pants. i'm pretty sure he would let me suck him if only i had said yes, but stupid me i said no. i was a virgin back then and i don't think i felt ready sucking a dick at that point even though i wanted to, plus the fact that his friend was there watching made me feel very embarrassed and he was my school bully, which i was afraid of and i wasn't sure if he actually meant it or just wanted to humiliate me back then and go tell everyone at school. i know he wanted it though. i still think about it sometimes and feel horny. if only i had said yes...
another time while i was in class a buff sexy guy we were in the same class with, totally randomly came to me and said ''would you like to give me a blowjob?'' but other students were also in the class and i felt very embarrassed so i just left. of course he was a horny teenager and i'm pretty sure he meant what he said but i could not say ''yeah come on i'll suck you no problem'' in front of my other classmates. if only he had asked me somewhere more privately i probably would have said yes.