While I was traveling, I hooked up with this guy who found me on Growlr. Great looking guy, had an interesting profile. Before I went to his place, he warned me he was handicapped and had a problem with his speech. I went in with an open mind and turned out to be really good. The guy has muscular control issues and is loosing his speech, but still has this adorable Carolinian accent. And for all his limitations was great in bed. Turns out he has terminal condition which will take his life in a few years, and he is making the best of what he has left. He actually has an incredibly positive attitude about it.
We hooked up a few more time after that.He has a husband, husband knows about the guys on the side (yes we actually met!). The last time we met, though, I realized I was falling for the guy, and have decided not to keep hooking up with him. I have since found that a few other people I know who have been to that city have also hooked up with this guy, so apparently that is he and his husbands "thing".
But I still keep thinking about him. Not like my world is shattered because of him, but there is still this attraction there. What I am not so sure of is whether that is because of him, or because of the situation of him having a terminal disease.
We hooked up a few more time after that.He has a husband, husband knows about the guys on the side (yes we actually met!). The last time we met, though, I realized I was falling for the guy, and have decided not to keep hooking up with him. I have since found that a few other people I know who have been to that city have also hooked up with this guy, so apparently that is he and his husbands "thing".
But I still keep thinking about him. Not like my world is shattered because of him, but there is still this attraction there. What I am not so sure of is whether that is because of him, or because of the situation of him having a terminal disease.