This question is spawning off some personal things I have been more vocal about recently. But basically, have you ever held your dick in your hand and just felt it wasn't the right size? And I am not talking about wishing it was bigger. I remember being 14 or 15 and jacking off sitting in an empty bathtub with the shower on at a trickle. I would use soap lather as a lubricant. My dick would sometimes feel foreign to me. And I would lose my erection. As I wandered in my thoughts, I would have to put more soap on to make the right consistancy to get it going again. (not having a foreskin sucks) Well one time I grabbed the soap and placed it on my cock and gripped with my hand around both soap and cock, and somehow it felt more right. It felt like the size my cock was supposed to be. I did that again and again, because it turned me on since it felt like I finally had the right size cock in my hand. The trippy thing is...it only felt that way if the soap was exactly a certain size. Bigger and it felt off. Smaller and it felt, well closer to my dick but still off. I am finally used to my dick size, BTW, which means that I no longer get these dissociated dick experiences. Anyone ever have a similar experience? I have entertained the thought that I was simply turned on at 15 of the thought of having a bigger cock. But it felt deeper than that. Like I was getting a glimpse of what my cock would be if it matched my brain.