When I was in my teens and early 20s and I had a crush on a guy a couple of years younger then myself. He was a basketball jock, great looking and very popular. Although I was also popular, I was really not into sports. We would often spend the night at my parent's cabin on the lake and there was nothing more he liked than a great massage with a very happy ending. As we got older he also liked getting a BJ. After I was out of college he came to visit me in the city and I took him to the gay bars which he really enjoyed and then went back to my apartment and got it on. He eventually married and although I have seen his father since then, I have lost track of him. To this day, I still have a crush on this guy and wonder if he stayed on the straight and narrow and ever strays from his wife. Anyone else had crushes on guys when they were younger and still wonder about them? Here I am 60 years old and still think of him once in a while when jacking off.