I chatted with a fellow cammer just a little while ago. We're both members of the same Yahoo group and he responded to my intro/new guy post, and we finally met up on instant messenger. It didn't take long for the shorts to come off, for the goods to come out. He had seen the few naked stills that I had on my web folder -- you know, part of the required admission into the group -- and he responded positively to what I unleashed before him. And by this time, it had become almost routine. No, don't confuse that for an ego trip. What I meant is, I had done this showing off business enough on cam already to know how it works, and the positive feedback felt just as good. But, as of lately, I've been comfortable showing a little more of my... ah... intimates... I couldn't tell you how it began, really. I think it was part bravado and part courage coming together, especially when I'd get a random IM from an LPSGer who had read my posts and wanted to say hi. (I appreciate that by the way, guys.) But at some point, I became a bit more interested in showing and meeting through this whole web cam thing. Though Yahoo's a bit temperamental, if we're both cammed and both ready to show, I'm all game for the challenge. I don't have anything specific in mind when I do it; it's just... I don't know... there's something that feels good about letting it all hang out with another cool dude. For fairness sake (and perhaps at the cost of my own incrimination), I admit that another well hung LPSGer who makes halfway decent conversation is my best cam-to-cam buddy candidate. It's cool to just kick back in the chair and slowly stroke my dick to erection, while the dude is making a show of his bod and business. And I love the compliments. I take my body seriously, you know. I know I'm not a muscle stud, but when a dude compliments me, it... it feels really nice. (It's not like dudes run up to me at the gym trading niceties.) The guy I cammed with earlier said that compliments from guys mean a bit more to him because he understands that it takes a bit of bravado to tell a dude upfront and honestly that he looks good. Gang, I love that attention. I like how my body feels when attention is being drawn to it, and I like how my dick looks inside of a webcam frame. I never get to see it from that perspective, and it makes me feel pretty proud of it -- even though I knew I was no slouch before. And when the hormones start to take over, I'm all gung-ho about beating with a bud -- just me and a buddy getting our sticks off. We were gonna do it anyway; why not help each other out? And if my cumshots are any testament to how much I enjoy them.... I just wanted to spunk it before bed tonight and I ended up nearly getting a mouthful of sauce. Jizz sprayed up my bod and splashed my lips, and my bud got to see it on live-action video. "Wow! Wow! Wow!" he yelled, saying that that was purely porno-studly hot. By that point, I was too busy trying to get the strong salty aftertaste out of my mouth. Okay. I really rambled on here, but I just wanted to get an idea of how some of you cammers feel. We've already discussed the trifling things, like people wanting to see you without having anything to offer in return -- or how rude people can get with demands. I just wanted to get the pleasure of my exhibitionism off of my chest, and quite frankly, I never saw it coming. Who knew I would love joking and stroking with my fellow cammers so much? I sure didn't!